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two down
two more to go
i'm excited for the dahlias
and i love how the jellyfish came out :D

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i'm getting to the point of telling my mom i'm thinking of quitting if our boss keeps treating me the way he does. I'm constantly trying to do my best for him but it's never good enough. He always points out my flaws and very very very rarely ever says thank you. He treats me as if i'm the cause of all the problems and like i'm a child. I know i ( Read more... )

my current project :)
i matched up some fun sea creatures with spring flowers
i was inspired by the mastercard commercial for the aquarium - had fire breathing seahorses, oooh i was all over that

so it's
seahorses and lilies
jellyfish and tulips
turtle and canterbury bells
and a lion fish with dahlias


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got me some new glasses

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i get to see a therapist next week ( Read more... )

saw my doctor this morning
was diagnosed with an adjustment/anxiety disorder
was prescribed lexapro

chemical imbalance in my head
science is fun

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hm
still stressed
and reaching points of depression
nothing for anyone to concern themselves with (not that people probably would)
i just reallyreallyreally want brandon to come back

i've been so stressed out lately, and for the longest time i couldn't actually realize that i was stressed until my mom told me...lol, how does one not realize they're stressed? I've cried so much in the past 2 months it's insane to me, i hate how touchy and how pessimistic i am - and the fact that i can't change that because i just dwell back to ( Read more... )