I trust the Universe.

[chish_and_fips]

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[infunitie]

Why? It's such a cruel and unforgiving thing, it doesn't deserve such faith.

[chish_and_fips]

The Universe is just going to have its way with me anyway, so I give.

[chish_and_fips]

Why is everyone so negative anyway?

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[infunitie]

After a lifetime of wanting Love, desire, companionship and understanding, after giving so much of myself to so many, only to find myself rejected, reviled, rebuked and ignored...

To know that I will likely never know even the tiny pleasures others so often take for granted...

Something in me resists these truths. So, -- almost paradoxically -- I am negative right now because hope still has its awful stranglehold on me.

I would rather feel bad than cold, numb, or unfeeling. I prefer the truth of this feeling, to manufacturing an artificial positivity.