This is a strange day, she IMed me 2day... she was thinking about me, but still only wants to be friends, HALF of what i wanted to hear... i still wonder what the hell it is about her that makes me think about her so much. i still want to be by her side, preferably with her in my arms but im not sure that will ever happen again. but who knows maybe ( Read more... )

everyone says that if you work at it than everything will work out... if you try hard enough you will be happy in life... than those people never experienced unrequited love... they've never been in a situation where you try so hard to be loving, helpful... they've never been in a situation where they try to give everything they think this person ( Read more... )

Sometimes i envy my friends... because they can get with ease and with out problems... some can go through life with out a care about a failed relationship... others actually find someone to share everything with... i envy them because when i see them they'r happy... and here i stand by myself, feeling alone... i no longer have someone to share ( Read more... )

i feel stupid now cuz, i wrote that entry before i read her journal entry... so yes this poem was relating to me... but i still dont understand what she means in the second part...

If you hafta run ( Read more... )

Tonight was the first night that i've seen stars in tallahassee... the 1st time that i've seen more than just a handful... I was so happy that i was finally able to see that... but i wished that Christine was here with me... how everything always seemed better with her... God how i miss you Christine, u were my muse even when i didnt realize it, ( Read more... )

Sorry about the way i acted this weekend, and im glad i was at ur party... please dont tug so hard on the leash next time... AND it sucks so hard that i was not able to vote thanks to some stupid cunts in a certain organization on campus..

Christine... you and me need to have a Long serious talk... and i want u to look at me when we talk... i dont want any of this to be over the phone... there are certain things that need to be straightend out and certain things need to be understood... as to why this converstaion is required, just think about ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING that deals with ( Read more... )

at least 1 year away from home... will i be missed, or will i miss home by that time i dont know... i miss my lil angel already... the funny thing is that i probly wouldnt miss home so much if christie was with me... that probly makes me a lil sap that i miss her so much... i dont miss my family im actually kinda glad im not with most of them since ( Read more... )

*lil black fox with his head in the text books with a gallon cup of white chocolate mocha* i've started college... *sarcastic cheer*... but i miss my lil kittie cat and angel... hey babe i miss u and hope u came up... or i go down... and good luck with all ur stuff in FIU =P... hope to see u soon angel =D love ya