have you ever noticed that when you have almost literally nothing to do with your time, you spend so much of it thinking about the stuff that you know you shouldn't be thinking about? for example, thinking about all of the friends that i no longer have, even though i realized a while a go that i can't force some one back into my life as much as i ( Read more... )

i got to see one of my favourite blondes today!!! I was sitting in the CFL waiting for the lecture to start and watching commercials on Jackson computer and I'm laughing my ass off and some one starts petting my head and askes if i had any funyons (if that's how you spell it) and it was Kari and i totally freaked out cause i haven't seen her since ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: January 10
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so you can tell how busy i have been cause i haven't updated since july and my big brother on campus actually told me to update so everyone can know i'm alive.... so good news, i'm still alive, just been rather busy... i took to classes this summer and that took up a ton of time, plus i worked which took up all the other free time i had when i ( Read more... )

i can't believe that the summer is almost half over!!! it seems to be going by very quickly and i had a sudden realization that this time next year i will have graduated from college, i can't almost imagine it... i've had a lot of fun so far this summer, hung out with a lot of people, enjoyed gimpy's wedding (wimi weddings should not have open bars ( Read more... )

got back from chicago today.... i had the BEST TIME EVER!!!!!!  it was so much fun and even more so cause it was with matt! i left monday morning and picked matt up in lanesboro and then we continued onto chicago... bummed around the city on tuesday, which included getting matt his first murse (man purse)... then a nice dinner and then WICKED!!! it ( Read more... )

so i just found out that we are having the vagina monologues in the crh again next year, i don't know how i feel about that.... i know that it's a nice place, but the light sucks and i get the feeling that i'm gonna have to be the go to person to the theatre department to get a follow spot or two, grrrr, it's just a lot of extra work, due to the ( Read more... )

in addition to the last entry, i miss nick and aj and kris... i talk about them so much still, it's hard to realize that they aren't a part of my life any more.... i miss my friends, i miss the fun times that we had, every time i look at the scar on my toe i remember jumping out of the truck so kris wouldn't get in bigger trouble than speeding ( Read more... )

have you ever noticed that hindsight is always 20/20? i've been looking back on what my life use to be, it's crazy, i cannot believe how far i've come as a person, yet i feel that there is a lot missing... i think what that something is as of right now is the friends that i had in high school.... i miss them and i don't know what exactly happened ( Read more... )