I feel like I'm learning something from you.. Maybe I should join sports or something and change.. I'm just plain boring. Therefore not many friends and I think I'm going to end up regretting as a loner if I keep being so quietly boring and not change when I still have the time.

Even if you know that you can't be with him, and I don't quite know you, I still hope there was something that would make you guys talk to each other again.