yesterday was so up and down, i don't feel like getting all into it...my relief ( Read more... )

well, i know i haven't updated in a while and really the only reason i'm doing this is because i'm bored...nothing extremely significant has happened as of late ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

up all night last night from worrying, that hasn't happened in months. i've had nothing to worry about. it was such an unfamiliar feeling that instead of really feeling "worried" i simply felt sick, my head hurt, and the lack of sleep. it was so weird and just...unfamiliar ( Read more... )

i dunno, i'm really in a korn mood today ( Read more... )

i have no idea why i'm feeling the way thta i do right now, but really...do i ever? for the first time in my life i feel like i'm shooting out poison to the people around me that i hold the dearest. it's like i'm switching roles with all the people that i used to fight for. maybe it's because i want to be fought for and for the first time i feel ( Read more... )

okay,

a few things:

i won't erase my last entry because if i did i would be a hypocrite, journals are for letting out emotion.

I LOVE LINDSAY

i hope that this "friend" is just being a shit-stirrer.

regardless, i love david...anyone who cares about me will accept.

THANKSGIVING

paul, you rock. 'nough said.
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alright ( Read more... )

it's really odd being home...not to say it's not nice, for some reason though, my mood swings here are ridiculous. I HATE THEM. i want to be out of them. i don't know why i'm having one right now. it sucks. what i want right now isn't here with me and i know me...i know i'll get around other people and be fine...not because i feeel like i have to ( Read more... )

UGH
THIS WEEKEND BETTER BE A FUCKING GOOD ONE
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