In the grace of your love I writhe, writhe in pain ( Read more... )

i spent wednesday night with michelle. i could only go two days without seeing her. she is just everything I ever hoped or asked for. she doesnt get jealous or posessive. we love all the same music. the same silly cartoons. the only time she sleeps is when i sleep. as long as I'm around she is happy. I have no worries when I am with her. I can be ( Read more... )

okay. friday i went to chicago to spend time with michelle. it was amazing. we saw h.i.m. saturday. so like this weekend was bomb. finch was good. h.i.m. was amazing as expected. i met gas and midge. nice guys. but willa walo didnt come out. too many crying little girls. that was funny tho. like hilarious. afterwards michelle and I went to a ( Read more... )

i finally got my razorblade romance cd back from my sister. its my favorite h.i.m. cd. god, ville valo is so amazing. hes such an influence to me. and my darling admires him just as much as I do. which is great. we can stay up all night and sing h.i.m. to each other. i really understand their music alot more now. since the bad breakup I was put ( Read more... )

"id never hurt you" ive heard this phrase before. its hard to believe. but something tells me this girl is special. something tells me to believe her. ive never been ao astonished by another human being before like this. its something new for me. no one has ever said I was a beautiful person. or that I'm beautiful at all. not many people would stay ( Read more... )

This is the first day of my life ( Read more... )

work was slow. yeah. duff came back from texas. he came over. we just chilled and watched movies and shit. so friday. Im going to chicago to see my darling for the day. ill come back saturday morning. hopefully we will take pictures together and ill post them on here. shes the most beautiful woman ive ever seen. plus she loves all the music i love ( Read more... )

yeah. went over to my moms. got some new cds. i got a cd of like some of bright eyes' best songs. i came to a conclusion. johnny cash and robert smith had gay sex. and colin oberstson was born. nonetheless, he is fucking amazing. i also got nightwish - once. Some great Finland goth metal. Boy, I sure do love bands from Finland. a little heart ( Read more... )

things have been pretty good. despite the heartless and mean things my ex girlfriend says. why she does this? i really dont know. i dont think i did anything to deserve it. but oh well i guess. i knew she was cheating. thats what the funny thing is... onto other things. there are some good concerts coming soon ( Read more... )

Just one look into your eyes ( Read more... )