...I'm a fucking douche bag....

[chldrnofkorn777]

So, i didn't go to school today. I'm stupid. I don't know what to do with myself. Justin's at work, and I'm just not doing anything. I want to go to somewhere I can fit in. I don't want to do all this college stuff, all the things that life demand. I want to be me. I want to not have to deal with intereation with people. But that's something I can'

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[bloodydolltrsh7]

why have you been feeling shaky n stuff?

[chldrnofkorn777]

Performance anxiety, Social Anxiety, just anxiety in general. I don't like people. 2nd day of school and I already know I don't want to do anything that's going to come my way in the future, and today I realized, I'm not going to school for myself, I'm going to school because Justin wants me to, but what if I don't want it? I'm ganna have to talk to him tonight. Yay you pay attention to my entries.