This was my gj entry for Friday ( Read more... )

I get to drive there tomorrow. Like 2-3 hours of driving. Possibly driving back I guess. I dunno. I know that after everything mom wants to go to uncle steves cause aunt debby is gonna be there. Eh. Dont really wanna go, but kindda have to. Its just going to be mom and I too. Chelsie isnt going. She's going to the movies with her friends. And stuff ( Read more... )

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Im waiting for it to hit me that he is really gone ( Read more... )

dad died yesterday ( Read more... )

I've done it again.
It seemed okay in the begining.
But feels like shit in the end.
Why do I keep repeating it?
;-;
sorry.

Took this quiz and this is my results ( Read more... )

Hmm I havent really posted anything about what we did when Alan was here. Heh ( Read more... )

Got high and now Alan is mad/dissapointed in me. I feel so guilty. I should have asked first.
=(
blah.
Im gonna go in a corner now.
._.

I made a long post in my Gj talking about him staying ( Read more... )