"Today, Jesus warns us that what defiles us comes from "within." Families need to worry about "outside influences," but we should also be concerned about "inside influences." The values that children carry for a lifetime are learned at home. That's the good news. It could also be the bad news ( Read more... )

I think I've aged a century in the past month.

I hate when people do not take me seriously
everything is happening the way it is supposed to be happening, always, ouch
no one has ears
and the people that do have ears do not have a heart


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ridiculous! I'm crazy to think that I could stop spewing the crashing car thoughts in my head, somewhere. the internet is exploitation, I know, but I'm always too lazy to pick up a pencil. I apologize. p.s. if more than one person at a time thinks I am pretentious, I hope I die.a rolling stone ( Read more... )

I think I make people uncomfortable.

p.s. I am dreading the end of the year only because I know it's going to be really, really difficult trying to find something nice to say in everyone's yearbooks.

I was looking back at some of my old entries, because I am far too introspective for my own good, and I think it's kind of funny (probably not in the "haha" way, nothing ever is) that in one of them, I felt it noteworthy to say that I felt like crying at at time when I wasn't unhappy. what? I cry all the time when I'm not unhappy. (to feel anything ( Read more... )

I think I am growing up, growing backwards. I am at a very uncertain point in my life (in my mind) and it's the antithesis of anything positive. the more I realize and the more I learn the less I understand.
I should probably stop using this journal.


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how I feel towards a lot of people:

I ain't sayin' you treated me unkind
you could have done better but I don't mind
you just kinda wasted my precious time
but don't think twice, it's all right

( my middle name is 'bitter' )

sometimes I feel like school is preventing me from learning.
"regress" is my primary verb