coz i don't have my dream journal with me

[chnzo]

it was night. i just came home, and found her getting ready for a trip with her college friends. she said sorry for making a mess in our room. i told her it's alright. i was really tired then, so she hurriedly finished packing and said goodbye. she left to meet her friends. i took off my coat and began to relax. suddenly she returned, saying she forgot to tell me something. she turns on her laptop and opens a video file. she steps back, and lets me sit down to watch. it was a thank you video with pictures of our good memories together. i felt so warm inside. she hugs me from the back, and whispers i love you. i said i love you too and gave her a peck on the cheek. it began to snow. we finished watching the video, then went outside to enjoy the snow. apparently it rarely snows in that place, so we were really elated. this was our first snow together. we played with the snow, we laughed, and we had a great time. but her college friends already arrived to pick her up. i was saddened. i really didn't want to part with her.

i wake up. it was a sweet(?) dream.

great. just when i thought i found someone new -_-'