well nothing much happening. I need to give rachel a call later and ask if we can still get together tomorrow...
I guess i've been sad lately. Pat's been grumpy and it makes me feel bad at myself... i just feel bad i can't do anything and it makes me mad.i also feel not wanted too.

Today, we found out one of Patrick's friends committed suicide last night. He was found in Carlsile in his car... carbon monoxide poisoning.... Though I've never lost a friend I just feel mierable for all of this. Dan was a genius... sadly like some geniuses he had O.C.D. and a manic depressant. either way I hope he's at peace where ever he is.

Hi guys. Does anyone know If Rachel Cardillo is home? Or have her cell number.... or anything for that matter? XP

I HATE THEM!!!! THEY THREW AWAY MY 7 LAYOUTS FOR MY AIDS AWARENESS ADS!!!! I SPENT THE WHOLE DAY THINKING OF THOSE CONCEPT AND HAVE THE LAYOUT CLEN ENOUGH TO SHOW! NOT TO MENTION THEY ALSO THREW OUT MY LOGO IDEASA TOO!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK! Sorry it's just really gets my goat. It wasn't like it was thrown everywhere. It was on my little side-desk ( Read more... )

Well just had a small chat with Leonard Machado about my developments in winter. I'm going to resign from Weymouth's colorguard. Mostly from the fact that the director did not see eye to eye. It was partly his fault, partly my own. But I'll miss those freaking kids. Not matter how nuts they were. I know they could get that work done. Lenny made my ( Read more... )

Well um.... my uncle Ricky died yesterday... The cancer finally won and his body gave up. Um the wake is this friday and the funeral saturday morn. I guess the memory I remember the most his him pulling me out of their pool when I was drowning in the deep end *it was an inner tube accident, and i was 4*

Well... apart from the northeastern my train ride was ....interesting to put it nicely. A man tried to commit suicide by getting hit by the train... luckily we have a damn good driver and stopped about 10 feet away.

Well Sebastian's time came. In some ways I"m not surprised he was 15 and not in the best of health. I had him since I was 6. But it still breaks my heart to know that he won't greet me when I get home.

My rant about this past weekend in the form of a 1776 song ( Read more... )

Hi everyone. I wanna ask how do I change the look of my lj? Can anyone help me?
Love you all!