today i woke up and just lay in bed very contentedly ( Read more... )

so when i lie on my bed after a long day i fall asleep immediately.
so that i sleep so well i don't rmb my dreams.
so i have no time to think.

i'm tired.
but i'm scared i'm not tired enough.

i am happy.
my life is perfect.

i am happy.
my life is perfect.

i am happy.
my life is perfect.

i am happy.
my life is perfect.

i am happy.
my life is perfect.

on a sidenote, i feel rather dumb for not ctrl v-ing but actually typing everything out.
but back to the main thing.

i am happy.
my life is perfect.

at 7 plus yesterday ( Read more... )

what's your mother's name?
mommy.

how about your father's name?
daddy.

what are your hobbies?
jumping.

okay what do you want now?
injection.

what's 1 plus 5?
15.

these kids are awesome i tell you.

his surname only refers to him ( Read more... )

despite everything.
it still makes me smile. (:

rationally i know they shouldn't matter.
but, to me, the little things mean so much.

let me be happy.
just let me think happy thoughts and be happy tonight.
(:

you know what's gg to happen.
yet you can't look away.
and you can't do anything.

this is not happening.
this is so not happening.

honestly, i am so terrified that i feel i cannot breathe.

After winter comes the summer.
After night comes the dawn.
And after every storm, there comes clear, open skies.
Samuel Rutherford (1600-1661, Scottish Pastor)

i stumbled upon the email ivan wrote to us after that day.
he has this way of making even bad things seem okay.
and that there are always better things to come.
so we shouldn't have regrets.
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You know, the ancient Egyptians had a beautiful belief about death. When their souls got to the entrance of heaven the gods asked them 2 questions. And their answers determined whether they were admitted or not.

Okay, I'll bite. What were they?
1. Have you found joy in your life?
2. Has your life brought joy to others?

You measure yourself by the ( Read more... )