this has been a long, troublesome and saddening week ( Read more... )

*raises a glass of vodka to toast an empty mirror*

since i am allowed to say anything i want to on this site, i want to make it known that i love timothy, and i never meant to screw things up. but hell, we're strong, aren't we?

auditions are over! (thank god) but i don't know how they went... i think they went okay.

EVERYONE COME TO MY CONCERT! it is this saturday morning at 9 am in the weidner center... IT IS MY LAST ONE!! YOU HAVE TO COME SEE!

i am not blind, i just choose not to see.

smite the stars
for having let the day die
drown the rivers with tears
for having fed the hope
to a sodden earth
of rain
that would never come
it does not rain in the night
and the stars have let the day die

today i had a bit of freetime at work to think. and for some reason i was thinking about noah, and what seemed so about him ( Read more... )

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tonight is a night for thinking i guess. things are drawing to a close... what things, i am not sure. but something is happening and i am worried. everything seems so strange, and nothing is as it should be ( Read more... )

i have decided that once approximately one hundred emails have passed between two people (one hundred or so each way) that they suddenly lose interest in emailing eachother, and slowly they lose touch. i have hit that point with two and am rapidly approaching it with another pair. *sighs* doesn't anyone continue anything anymore?