It's a big lift off my shoulders to have Matt and Near back to normal, but I still haven't been able to get the best of sleep. I could probably count the hours on my hand.
Oh well. Maybe tonight will go better.
I've looked everywhere. The floor, under the mattress, the bathroom, the kitchen. Still nothing.
I've lost the one thing that was given to me that actually meant something important. Well, it was supposed to mean something important anyway. He got it for me after he had decided that the whole marriage thing was overplayed. But still. It was Matt whole gave it to me and I can't believe I lost it..
These random depression fits I've having over it are getting annoying. I'm tired of crying in the bathroom so no one sees me.
I wonder if he's even noticed it's missing.