I should probably know better than to stay up that late. But of course, I do it anyway and then suffer in the morning. And then I drink more caffiene to keep myself awake. It's an endless cycle, really ( Read more... )

Matt, love, my birthday's coming up. What are you getting me? >D

Though I still don't want to get older.. *huffs*

Hey.. this whole thing with Near..

I still come first, right?

Went outside today. The heat wasn't so bad after getting used to it, I guess. Then again, I didn't walk out wearing my usual attire and that made things so much more comfortable.

Took one of Matt's cigarettes and smoked for the first time in years.
I still can't get used to the taste, but it was a bit relaxing. Though it wasn't long before I ( Read more... )

I guess I kind of have the reverse of what Matt and Near's sleeping patterns are. Going to bed earlier seems to make me more tired than I should be in the morning. But I can't go to sleep any later either because that still makes me tired ( Read more... )

What a horrible change in weather.
I think I liked the rain better if only because I was still able to walk around in leather.. now it's just too damn hot.
Stole a pair of Matt's boxers to walk around in since I had no shorts of my own..

[[ So far so good, but it's still only the morning. I'll keep posting as long as I can, so if you see a ( Read more... )

*sneeze* ..oh bloody hell.

I'm pretty sick of rain already. Kind of looking forward to some snow in the winter, but I know I'll get sick of that eventually too.

And speaking of getting sick of things, I don't want to play peer mediator for a certain two idiots ever again. Work out your own damn problems.

I might be out for a day. Don't come looking for me.

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And before you start blaming yourselves, this isn't because of what anyone said or did. This is all on my terms. So shut up.

EDIT: Near is going to come after me to rape me in the pouring rain, so you might want to tie him down somewhere.

Not really. Just don't want him following me.I ( Read more... )

Three days down.
I think I can last a month.
..not that I have a choice anyway. I have to find a way around it somehow..

The rain looks appealing, but I can't really afford to get sick right now. So I guess I could take a shower as a substitute.. because baths just aren't the same anymore. Plus I used up all the bubbles playing with Matt ( Read more... )

Matt didn't tell me he was going out!! D<
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I don't like being stuck alone with Squishy. Even if she is really cute.

This sucks. At least if I were still at the hotel I could sit in the tub.

[[ Strikes not legible. Blahblahblah. lmao.. and since I just wanted to make an entry, I'm gonna pretend Mello missed Matt's entry below this one >DD;; ]