For Those of You Contemplating Suicide....

[chocolate_pearl]

Early this morning, at D&D, I ordered a large hazelnut with extra skim milk and 4 packs of equal and I am still paying the price. My heart is pounding a little more than it really should be. But, I am sure that will pass. I was extremely tired this morning, and its carrying over to the afternoon. I tried to fall asleep last night at a reasonable

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[coltpixy]

You're not coming across as concieted, and this entry was so uplifting to me that I actually smiled (and meant it) when I read it. I've been in a pretty wierd/dark/lonely place lately myself and it was a nice little ray of sunshine. Thank you.

[chocolate_pearl]

awww becca-boo. you're such a sweetie. i am so glad i made you smile. you really are wonderful, i hope you know that! if you ever want to talk or write me a long-ass email, i will always be here. sometimes just knowing that someone out there cares is enough. so please know that not only do i care, but i will always be there.

[coltpixy]

Oh trust me honey, you will be getting a big ass email as soon as i take the time to write it. SO much to say!
And you know I will be here. I know I've been a little distant lately, and I don't mean to be. You are so great. Thanks so much. :)

[chocolate_pearl]

Yahooo i am so looking forward to that email doll! i hope you're having a FABULOUS turkey day! you deserve it! i love you and can't wait to hear all about my wonderful becca-boo's adventures!
stay you!
*hugs*
mel:)

[justinc]

i often find it difficult to comfort people over the phone, and with a lot of my friends, i feel like i'm in that position a lot of the time. i'm much better in person with the hugging and smiling and crying along with, etc. with that being said, i can't even begin to imagine what i would do if a friend called and told me what your's did. i doubt i would freak out, because i handle stress well, but it'd just scare the *bleep* out of me. it's nice to know that people can get help when they truly need it, and i hope that everything works out for her, however long it may take for her to being to feel better and get her life back.

i wish i had gone to your boarding school. we'd probably be really tight by now. :)

*smooches* love.

[chocolate_pearl]

awww j!
yeah, its very difficult to offer support and comfort over the phone, but sometimes you gotta make due. you do handle stress well (i remember we discussed this earlier! and I am still envious :P). Its such a scary position to be put in, especially when you can only hope that you're being supportive enough to set things straight and keep her/him on the "up and up". *sigh* I hope she gets the help and support that she needs. As we get older its stressful and difficult to demand constant attention and support from our friends. She's a very needy person, and I just worry that she will fall into a slump again without constant support. *sigh* I am just waiting to hear from her mom about how she's doing, and hoping for the best!

I wish you had too! I really think I would have enjoyed it more! And yeah, we'd be extreemly tight!
love ya right back doll!
PS: I AM LOVING Kelly's hair!!! *jealous face* . Everytime I see their video I think of you! hahahha

[justinc]

fabulous! i love her hair, too.

AND have you noticed how kellygirl has been dipping it low and just really grinding it all over the stage? -I- LOVE IT!

and of course my belle michelle is just tearin' it up too. i don't, however, care for beyonce's hair. it's looks fried to me.

[chocolate_pearl]

Well you know what they say... "once you go black... you never go back! " hahaha

[lizzola]

hiiiiii