A Public Apology

[chocolatekiller]

I... would like to apologize to everyone I was a dickhead to recently. I was blind, I was stupid, and you told me the truth because it was something I didn't want to hear. I was immature, stupid, and foolish. I'm sorry for it. I apologize to those I spouted off at, especially Lina and Makube X. I was wrong. I'm sorry. I hope you'll find it in you

Comments

[crazytealeaves]

It is when you admit to your faults that you can begin to improve yourself, Mello-kun.

Perhaps you will learn something from all of this as I have in the past.

[chocolatekiller]

I hope so. Perhaps learning something from all of this will help me in the future...

[crazytealeaves]

You must accept the past and move on before you can learn, however. The more one struggles to get rid of one's past, the more one becomes immobile in moving towards one's future.

There is much to be gained from the past, should you be wise enough to listen to its message. But you cannot dwell there. If you have caused a problem, you must now fix it and look towards what can be instead of what was.

((Naaza has such love/hate feelings towards Mello...He wants to like him, but finds him somewhat grating, disrespectful and self-absorbed ^^;;;))

[chocolatekiller]

I'm having trouble accepting the... the past, as you've put it. Perhaps it'll be easier after a while and I'll be able to move forward.

You're supposed to have time to grieve things first, though, aren't you? It's like the Three of Cups. You have to first acknowledge what you've lost before looking forward again...

[bunraku_broken]

I doubt an apology will suffice for the way you've hurt others. Words my speak the truth, but actions speak the heart.

...I am interested in seeing how you will handle your predicament. And I wish you the best.

[chocolatekiller]

If I've hurt you, let me know how I can make it up to you. So long as it doesn't involve hurting anyone else...

[bunraku_broken]

No. I am only someone who watches.

You've lost your other half, haven't you?

[chocolatekiller]

... ...

...yes

[x_makube_x]

Well, I'll admit my first thought upon reading this was "Who is this hacking into Mello's journal?" The second, "What's Fay done this time?"

...in any case, apology accepted, I suppose. Although you really didn't owe me one.

((OOC: Maku never was really mad in the first place. ^^))

[chocolatekiller]

No one can hack my journal. I've encrypted it three times...

...thank you.

[depthofmytale]

It is a fearful thing to be haunted by those who loved us once. It is a fearful thing to haunt those one loves.
Go to sleep. Before you sleep there's a moment of fear in the returning to sleep. A hesitation: there are darknesses beyond the curtain of waking, and the shadow-plays clutch at my heart... ANd than it's over. You can see a new day.

[chocolatekiller]

I'm still waiting for the new day.

[twilimistress]

((*is in pain that Midna can't hack T____T*))

...Mello? Are you ok?

........do you need to talk?

[chocolatekiller]

I'm... fine. Don't worry. I'll... be alright.

PRIVATE TO MELLO

[twilimistress]

You don't sound sure...

Should I come over? Even if you don't want to talk...