It's cold out. Thought it's finally starting to warm up.
It's cold inside too.
You fuckers are all going to hack this anyway, so I'm not even going to pretend you're not.
Matt hasn't wanted to hold or hug or kiss or touch me for a while. I didn't know why or anything so I was really really worried until I found out why.
It's not me.
It's someone else.
...
Near, if you ever leave me again or fall for someone else, I'll...
I...
...I don't know what I'll do.
...
Probably blow myself and this damn school up.