Laa! The last couple time I have updated...have been sad posts. But, I am feeling quite good today. Today, i can go to church feelings genuinly worthy. No one knows how amazing that feels, and if they do, then you know what I mean. haha. Then again, this is the first time I have felt so happy, yet still kinda sad at the same time. I do miss him ( Read more... )

last night I had some odd dreams. First I had a dream that my uncle, who is leaving for iraq, died. He came back from his training for a couple days, and then he'll be gone perhaps forever? I am worried. Then I had another dream about the end of the world, and me not repenting of all my sins before I died. I am also worried about eternal sadness ( Read more... )

I guess I cant trust my friends? Whatever, my posts are going to be private from now on. Then I can adjust who I want to see my personal thoughts, and who not. Some people just suck too much to realize not everyone thinks the same, feels the same, and expresess the same as they do.

Have you ever been so consumed in thought of 1 thing that you cant concentrate on anything else? I have & its usually when I like someone a lot. All I do is wander about class, do my homework half mindedly, and wish I could even see that special person in the halls. But i cant. Nothing feels important. Then, I come home and I know I have a lot of ( Read more... )

WELL, my mom got the internet up and working again while I was at school today. Unfortunatly my IM doesnt work still. I am kinda mad about that. Welllll pretty mad actually. But, the good thing about it is that I can do my homework without the tempation to get online instead. Halloween was okay. I sat at home doing homework...and occationally ( Read more... )

Hey guys! I got back from the haunted house (hh), cleaned my face from all that stinkin makeup, and got on here. I am not tired at all because, instead of doing my homework, i slept all day!! UGH!! I'm so mad!! I'm going to go hang with Amy and shellee tomorrow and so I'm doubting much homework will be done till sunday. I just wish Amy wouldnt plan ( Read more... )

How do I post "locked" posts? I tried and it didnt work. What the heck is the point of "private"? It doesnt work. anyways, someone please tell me if you know. thanks

HI!! Um, I'm in 3rd period...and I am bored. I am having a not so good day. Jessica gave me a piece of apple in 2nd. haha, that was good. Then, um....I worked on homework but of course didnt get it done becauseI am so slow. I want to eat..I hope they give us lots of food. I hate it when they give us a lot one day...and then not even enough the next ( Read more... )

Pulsating heart!

Hey! Um, I've seen Brendy 3 different times in the past....4 days. its pretty dang cool. Then plus I might see him on Tuesday. Its kinda dumb that Tuesdays are the days he is usually able to come...and those are the days I am busy with piano lessons AND play practice. Anyways, Umm, I'm dong QUITE better. Much much. And, lol, I am happy. OH, well ( Read more... )