So tonight I'll sing a song to all my friends ( Read more... )

Not looking good... my aunt had another heart attack this one was milder than the last but it scared me none the less. I haven't seen alot of familiar faces since i've been back besides aj, tony, and others. It's kind of saddening how I use to see people all the time and now they've become ghosts to me. Mere conversations once held ringing in my ( Read more... )

My favorite aunt had a heart attack today. She's fine right now but shes got alot of recuperation coming. The thing is my grandma died around 40 because of her heart and now my aunt who reminds me of me is having heart problems at the same age. This makes me wonder how strong my heart will be when im 40... anyway I haven't posted in awhile ( Read more... )

Meep.

You told me that you want to die ( Read more... )

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Sitting back seems to be the only thing to do. Watching is the only way I can piece things together. Everything has fallen so far but im not broken. Not yet. So I'll step aside one more time just so i can have room to go forward. Wants are irrelevant now all that comes first are needs. I've had my fun it was a good run too... well for me it ( Read more... )

I had a nice day today. I hung out with an old friend and got to see people i havent seen in a while. Then i came home... now im alone... and bored.

Happy?

Bed at 4 woke up at 6 im tired but I can't sleep.... well I went to Joker's Wild with Topher and Aj and watch Topher perform. He did really good I laughed my ass off at some of the things that they did. I've got some pictures but i'll post them later. I noticed a girl kept looking at me and throughout the night we kept locking eyes then smiling ( Read more... )