First Love

Jan 04, 2014 13:09

Characters: Yesung and Siwon
Pairing: definitely Yewon
Genre: Fluff
Rating: G
warning: I'm sucks on writing.. and English.. i dont even know how i manage writing this


When the warm and scented wind passes by my cheeks
I think of your face that i used to love
Oh, when the wild, unknown flowers bloom hidden on the streets
I think of you, whom i hide away in my memories
My baby illa illa illa, baby illa illa illa, baby illa illa illa
As the sun rises, people start waking up and getting ready for another day. Cars, buses begin occupying the streets and more people crowding the sidewalks, bus shelters and subway stations. Another busy day in Seoul has begun.

In a small coffee shop located somewhere in Seoul, the aroma of coffee emanate as the owner of the coffee shop makes the very first cup of coffee of today. With the brown mug in his right hand, the small man flips the “Close” sign on the door into the “Open” sign, showing that they have been ready to serve the customers.

“Let’s start the day!” shouted the owner, full of energy, making his employees laugh.

“Yes, sajangnim,” the employees replied.

“And, let’s start talking about business!” A man comes in to the coffee shop and directly grabs the owner’s hand, pulling the slightly smaller man to one of the tables on the corner of the shop.

“Donghae-ah, can we talk about the business later? It’s just 9 in the morning!” the smaller man complained, pouting his lips like a kid who refuses going to school.

“I’m busy Yesung hyung. I have other things to do today,” replied Donghae, Yesung’s best friend and the owner of 40% shares of the coffee shop. Yesung sighs loudly.

“Alright. What do you wanna talk about?”

“It’s about the special menu for this summer.” And for about an hour, the two best friends are discussing about the new drinks and snacks they are going to put during summer.

-

“One Waffle and hot cappuccino, please.” A voice caught Yesung’s attention. He tilts his head, looking over Donghae’s shoulder to see the owner of the voice. Donghae follows Yesung’s eyes, curious to see who the customer is.

“Hyung…..” that’s the only word Donghae could utter when he sees the person standing in front of the cashier. Yesung stands up from his seat. But before he can make the first step, Donghae suddenly holds Yesung’s hand.

“What’s wrong?” Yesung asked with confused look.

“Where are you going?”

“There. Saying hello to him.”

“Hyung……,” said Donghae with frowning brows

Yesung laughs softly. “I just wanna say hi to my old friend, Donghae-ah. Can’t I do that?”
“But he is your first love!”

“So? He is still my friend.” Yesung pulls his hand and walks towards the said man, leaving Donghae who can only put a worried face.
Yesung walks to the tall man who has already taken his seat near the door.

“Yunho-yai!” greeted Yesung. The man recognizes Yesung and replies him instantly.

“Yesung-ah! How are you?” He gives signal to Yesung to sit in front of him.

“I’m good. What about you? It’s been quite long time, huh? 6 years? 7 years? Are you working around here?”

Yunho laughs upon hearing the never ending questions from Yesung. “Wahh, you haven’t changed a lot, huh? Still have lots of things to say.” Yesung scratches the back of his neck, feeling slightly embarrassed.

“No, I’m not working around here,” added Yunho, answering Yesung’s previous questions. “I’m just meeting my friend.”

Yesung nods. The small smile never leaves his face as he looks at the man sitting in front of him. Yunho hasn’t changed much either. He still looks energetic, with a warm smile on his face. And he still has this masculine aura surrounding him, giving the feeling of comfortable and protected. They are chatting for couple minute, trying to catch up with each other lives until the friend Yunho has been waiting for finally comes.

“Morning, Yesung-ssi!” A tall and feminine woman greeted Yesung when she enters the coffee shop.

“You know Yesung?” asked Yunho, little bit confused.

“Of course I do. I’ve told you about my favorite coffee shop, right? Yesung-ssi is the owner of this place.” Sooyoung, one of the most frequent customers in Yesung’s coffee shop turns out to be Yunho’s friend. Three of them laugh. What a small world then!

“All right, I don’t wanna disturb you two. So, enjoy your time here.” Yesung finally leaves his two customers and walks back to Donghae.

---Yesung has spent the last two hours looking at his computer screen. Numbers and graphics fill the screen, showing the sales graphic of the shop for the last six months. But there is something else occupying Yesung’s mind right now. The boss reminiscing his short reunion with Yunho this morning.
Jung Yunho was Yesung’s classmate in Senior High in his first year in Senior High, and his first love. It took two years before Yesung finally confessed to Yunho.

“I like you, a lot. But only as friend,” replied Yunho at that time.

“I know. And honestly I said this not because I’m asking you to be my boyfriend. I.. I just want you to know my feeling… eum.. so, eumm.. I won’t regret it later.. you know, we’ll graduate very soon,” said Yesung. Yesung really fell in love with Yunho, and he did realize that Yunho never saw him more than just friend. So, his confession was only to let his feeling out, without expecting Yunho to return his feeling.

After graduated from Senio High, Yunho went to Australia to continue his study while Yesung stayed in Seoul. Once in a while, they would contact each other through social media. Nothing special. Simply greeted each other and talked about college life and other trivial stuffs. Their friendship stayed as it is.

Yesung has two best friends and they knew about Yesung’s feeling for Yunho. For years, they kept reminding Yesung to not trying to find someone like Yunho. They were worrying about Yesung because even after few years passed, Yesung was still single. They were just afraid that Yesung would try to find someone who looked like Yunho.

Well, it’s a fact that Yesung were not interested to any man or woman in his university. And it really had nothing to do with Yunho. Yesung was just looking for someone who could make him feeling the special sensation of butterfly in stomach, or the rapid heartbeat, or someone that could make him nervous to the point he was speechless. No one could make Yesung felt those special feelings. Thus, he decided to stay single instead of picking someone randomly to be his boyfriend or girlfriend so that people can see that he had already moved on.
Becaue Yesung had indeed already moved on

Yes, for Yesung, Yunho was a special person and remains a special one. Not because Yesung still love him, but because Yunho was his first love. Yunho was the first person that made his heart felt like about to explode whenever they meet. Yunho was the first person that made Yesung blushed only because of a brush of fingers. Yunho was the first person that made Yesung felt hurted, and cried in the middle of the night on his bed. Yunho was the one that gave Yesung an amazing, beautiful feeling yet painful at the same time.

And for all of those feelings, Yesung always felt grateful to Yunho.

There will always be a special place for Yunho

But first love will only be a first love.

Nothing more.

Yesung didn’t have that nervous feeling anymore when he met Yunho before.
And more importantly, there’s already a special person in Yesung’s life now.

“You’re busy?” a smile is instantly formed in Yesung’s face when a tall man coming to his room.

“Nope,” answered Yesung shortly.

A year after graduated from university, Yesung met Siwon and that’s the moment when Yesung knew he has fallen in love again. Not love at the first sight actually. Siwon was the branch manager of a restaurant where Yesung used to work at.

But, again, Yesung’s best friend warned him to give a thought about his relationship with Siwon. It was because Siwon looked like Yunho. Both of them had similar physical appearance. All Yesung did when his friends warned him was laugh. He laugh really hard that his stomach was hurt.

Yesung knew it might be gonna be hard to show to his over-worried best friends that he had already moved on. Long time ago. And it was merely a coincidence Siwon and Yunho had similar figure.

Siwon is a gentleman, quiet, and romantic person. The opposite of Yunho who is more easy going, talkative - more like fussy person. And in the very first place, Yesung fell for Siwon because of his personality, not only because of his look.

Yesung once read a quote long time ago, “married is about falling in love with the same person over and over again.”

At that time, Yesung couldn’t imagine how a person could fall in love to the same person for many times. But now, he knows it.
“What are you thinking about? Why are you looking at me with that smile, huh?” Siwon pecks his lips and Yesung can feel how his cheeks turn warm, while his heart beats really fast in an instant.

See? Even after marrying this man for two years, Yesung sometimes still blushes or feels nervous over Siwon’s touch or kiss. And Siwon is definitely the only person who can make Yesung falls in love over and over again.

“Yesung-ah, are you okay? Your face is really red!” Siwon starts panicking seeing Yesung’s lack of responds and slightly red face. The taller man puts his hand on Yesung’s forehead, checking if Yesung has fever.

But Yesung only shakes his head then grabs Siwon’s hand. The smaller man then stands up, still holding his husband’s hand.

“Let’s have lunch. I’m soooo hungry,” said Yesung as he walking towards the door.

“Are you sure you’re okay?” Siwon still looks worried. Yesung halts his step then turns back to face Siwon.

“I’m definitely fine,” he said before gives his handsome husband a quick kiss on his cheek. There is no way Yesung would tell Siwon that the reason his face turning red is because Siwon’s short kiss before. Probably Yesung will tell Siwon that he falls in love with his husband, again, today. But later. Not now. Because right now, he has grumbling stomach to fill.

Seeing as a first love is painful, a first love is like a fever
Because after you are mindlessly sick, you become an adult

length: drabble

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