When Siwon is (not) Around

Sep 23, 2018 20:29

Characters: Yesung, Siwon
Pair: YeWon only, as always
Genre: fluff (?)

The faint sound coming from the bathroom wakes Yesung up. The guy who is sleeping comfortably under the blanket rubs his eyes. He looks up the window and finds that it’s still dark outside. The said guy finally reaches his phone on the bedside table. It’s 3.30 AM. What on earth Siwon is doing this early, very very early, in morning.

The bathroom door is cracked open, and his handsome boyfriend walking out with towel hanging loosely on his waist. Such a yummy sight at dawn. Siwon’s thick brows meet in confusion as he notices that Yesung is already up.

“You’re up early,” he commented as he walks towards the bed. He sits next to the still-lying-Yesung.

“You’re up early,” Yesung replied with his typical hoarse voice. Siwon laughs.

“I have flight this morning, remember.”

Yesung groans and then he pouts his lips. Honestly, he wishes Siwon’s schedule will be in Seoul only since he does not have any schedule for the next two or three days.

Siwon grabs Yesung’s hands and caresses it softly. “I’m sorry.”

That is so cliché. Siwon knows it. He has apologized many times to his boyfriend for not always being around him. Siwon is pretty sure that he has said “I’m sorry” more than Yesung during their 6 years relationship.

Yesung sighs. “That’s fine. There’s nothing we can do about it, right?”
Siwon kisses the back of his boyfriend’s hand. The skin is, as always, soft and smooth. “Just go back to sleep. I need to get ready. I’ll wake you up before I go.”

“But I want to see you getting ready?”

Siwon shakes his head. “Nope, what you need is lots and lots of sleep.”

There’s a tone of finality there. And even if Yesung wants to argue it, his body agrees with Siwon. The petite guy yawns and his eyes are still that heavy.

“See?” Siwon notices that. He fixes Yesung’s blanket and pecks his lips. “Sleep. I promise I’ll wake you up before I go.”

Yesung feels someone is tapping his arm. It takes few minutes before he recognizes the voice that is calling his name. When he finally opens his eyes, he notices that his boyfriend has been ready to go. The handsome guy where a brown sweater and jeans. He doesn’t arrange his hair like he is used to. ‘A gentleman hairstyle’, Yesung used to call it. Yes, Siwon looks extremely handsome with that kind of hairstyle, but to be honest, Yesung likes his natural hairstyle the most. He just looks lots of younger and fresher.

“You look handsome,” he commented.

“I know,” replied Siwon smugly. Yesung can only roll his eyes. “Here’s your clothes.”

The forever caring Siwon has already grabbed a T-Shirt and shorts for his boyfriend. They walk hand in hand to the front door of the apartment. As they reach the door, Siwon kisses his boyfriend forehead softly. “I’ll come back before you even miss me,” he whispered.

“But I already miss you.”

Siwon chuckles. He looks at Yesung while his hand caressing the petite guy cheek. Ah, how sometimes he misses Yesung’s chubby cheeks. “I’ll be home in two days. Till then, make sure you eat a lot and take a good rest.”

Yesung takes Siwon’s hands and circles them around his waist. “I don’t mind having little rest as long as you’re here though.” He licks his lips.

“My baby is such a tease.” Siwon kisses Yesung’s lips. The petite guy grabs Siwon’s sweater as the taller guy enters his mouth and deepen their kiss. They share a long and breathless kiss before Siwon finally ends it.

“I need to go. I’ll call you right after I get to the hotel.”

Yesung nods. “Safe flight. Send my hi to Keenie noona.”

“I will. Love you.” Siwon pecks Yesung cheek for the last time before he finally grabs his suitcase and opens the door.

“Ah, breakfast is already set for you, baby. Don’t forget to eat.” Before Yesung has a chance to reply, Siwon has already closed the door and gone.

For couple minutes, the petite guy stands still on the front door. As if he is wishing that his boyfriend cancels his schedule and returns. As if he hopes that the time will fly faster and before he realizes it, his boyfriend has already returned and wrapped him on his embrace.
But what is hope but a delusion.

He knows Siwon won’t cancel his schedule nor the time will just fly as he is standing there. So, he finally decides to walk back inside the apartment.

It feels empty. It feels a lot colder than it is used to. Yesung didn’t lie when he said he missed Siwon already. He is, indeed, missing him.

Yesung sits on the couch in the living room, thinking about what he will do today. It’s still pretty early actually. Around 4.30 am. The sun hasn’t even rise yet and the sky is still dark. But Yesung just can’t return to his bed and get more sleep. How could he when he knows for sure there is only the lingering scent of his boyfriend on their bed? And it will only make him miss the guy more.

“Breakfast is already set for you.” He remembers what Siwon said before. How on earth Siwon prepared breakfast while he also needed to get ready? What kind of breakfast his boyfriend has already made for him?

Curious Yesung finally walks to their kitchen. There, on the dining table, Yesung sees two plates with some food on it. As he gets closer, he finds a small plate with hardboiled eggs that have been cut into some pieces and another plate with some food that looks like pancake but do not exactly a pancake. There is a note left near the plate with the handwriting that belongs to none other but Choi Siwon.

I made you a pancake. Nope, it’s not a regular pancake. It’s Siwon Choi’s special recipe.

Yesung can’t help but laugh as he imagines Siwon’s usual face when he brags about his newly invented recipe.

It’s made of oat and a bit of flour. I also made you some boiled egg for your protein. Make sure you eat them all. No need about calories, I’ve counted them all and it won’t be more than 180 cal.

Yesung looks at the food in front of him. He doesn’t really like having breakfast as he tries to maintain his calories intake of no more than 1300 cal per day. Well, it basically has almost everything. Protein, complex carbs, and fiber.

Oops.. I almost forget, I also made avocado and tomato juice. So, your breakfast will be perfect, just like me. *wink
p.s. I need a proof. You have to take pictures of empty plate… No.. No.. scratch, I revise.. take video and send it to me
Bye, babe. Love you always
Xxxxxxx
Your Masi

Yesung scratches his forehead. It’s still very early to have breakfast but his stomach suddenly rumbles and he just can’t wait any longer to taste Siwon’s latest recipe. Knowing the food is cold already, Yesung finally puts the plate into microwave and heats them for few minutes. Meanwhile, he decides to take out the juice Siwon has prepared from the fridge.

Ah, video. Yesung almost forget. He hastily puts the juice glass on the table and runs to the bedroom to grab his phone. He places the phone on the table with the camera shoots directly to his sitting position.

“Hai, Siwon.” Yesung waves to the camera. Now, he gets the feeling of a youtuber greeting the viewers and he giggles.

“I’m having your breakfast now… Too bad I can’t have you as my breakfast.” Yesung licks his lips with the most teasing face he can put.

“Anyway, let’s try your pancake.”

And that’s how Yesung spends 30 minutes to have breakfast. He eats while imagining he is talking with his boyfriend, just like their usual breakfast moment.

Yesung climbs the stairs heading to the rooftop of the Armoire Café, the newly opened café. It’s purely his brother, Kim Jong Jin’s obsession. Yesung is simply the investor which Jong Jin’s approached professionally. He presented the plan to him, along with the possibility of the revenue he will get. Siwon, who happened to present at the same time Jong Jin presented his proposal, gave many input to the plan and advice to Yesung. He said that Jong Jin might success. The concept of the café is pretty different from their previously failed Underground Mouse Rabbit or even the current Mouse Rabbit. Café is, after all, about two things; menu and atmosphere. And Armoire Café Jong Jin wanted has both.

With a cup of ice Americano on his hand, Yesung takes a seat on one of the chairs around the corner of the rooftop. Some part of the roof is sheltered while another part is an open space. The sun is too bright today, so Yesung simply want some shade. Sung Joon sits next to him while his brother takes the seat on the opposite. They chat for a while. He hasn’t met Sung Joon for quite long time, anyway.

Sung Joon is telling Yesung about his next trip to New York when suddenly one of the employees comes up stairs and hands Jong Jin a quite big bag. “A delivery man came and said it’s for Jong Jin oppa.”

A faint smell of something delicious finds its way to Yesung’s nose, making his stomach growl in hunger. He did have breakfast today but it’s surely waay to early and it’s just normal that he feels hungry now.

“What is that?” asked Sung Joon curiously.

“Lunch, for Yesung hyung.”

Yesung’s brows knit in confusion. “Me? From who?”

Jong Jin clears the table and starts unpacking the bag. “Well, eomma made it but by special request and under specific instruction from Siwon hyung.”

Now, Yesung gets more confused. “Siwon?” He mutters.

Jong Jin takes out some lunchboxes from the bag and opens them one by one. They are such a feast of food; there are samgyetang, lots of vegetables for bibimbab, kimchi and gochujang. Sung Joon can’t hide his excitement although the food is not for him.

“Not for you, Sung Joon hyung,” warned Jong Jin. The brother takes out his phone.

“I need to record this and send it to Siwon hyung.”

“Wait, so Siwon asked eomma to make food for me and told you to record me?” Yesung somehow being irritated.

“Yup. Hyung said since you don’t have any schedule for the next two days, you should be able to eat a lot and skip your diet. Ah, he also said you don’t have to worry about the calories. It’s still okay for you.”

Yesung shakes his hand. “No.. I won’t eat this much. You eat it, and Sung Joon hyung.”

Jong Jin grabs the chopsticks and hands them to Yesung. “You need to eat it, hyung. Siwon hyung is right.”

“Nope.” Yesung still insists. “I’m gonna mad at you if you force me to eat. Just, record me for few seconds and you both can finish them.”

“No. I have to record you eating them all. Or else, Siwon hyung will be mad at me. Hyung being mad at me is nothing compare to Siwon hyung. You know how scary he can be.”

Yesung pouts.

“C’mon Sungie. Jong Jin is right, you need to eat. I believe Siwon has calculated every single food here. He chose it himself, right?” Being the oldest, Sung Joon finally speaks.

Yesung sighs loudly. “’Kay.. I’ll eat.” He finally grabs the chopsticks and tries a bite of samgyetang. Siwon must have chosen the food because it’s basically good eaten during summer. And, oh, how he almost forgets how delicious his mother food is. The said guy finally manages to eat almost all food prepared by his mother.
.

When all Kim’s family members are in one room, never expect a quiet place. All of them are gifted with a very chatty mouth, especially the only woman of the family, Mrs. Kim. Yesung’s mother is talking animatedly about her day and some gossips circulating around their neighborhood. Yesung and Jong Jin chip in here and there while their father will comment on his wife stories.

It’s the sound of the ringing bell that pauses their conversation. Jong Jin voluntarily stands up and walks to the monitor to see who their guest is. He presses the open button as soon as he identifies their guest. He then looks at his older brother. Even without saying anything, Yesung just knows from the look Jong Jin gave who is coming to their house.

Yesung hastily walks to the front door to welcome their guest; his very own boyfriend to be exact. They share a sweet smile and quick kiss as they are within arm length.

“Why the bell?” asked Yesung. Siwon knows their house’s password anyway.

“I know your parents are here. I can’t be impolite by just getting in.”

“Ah… You wicked Mr. Choi. You never bother pressing the bell when there is only me here. You just came and grope-“ Siwon covers his boyfriend’s mouth in an instant.

“Nope, I can’t risk my image in front of your parents, especially your father. He’s really really scary, you know.”
Yesung laughs. It’s a long story. When they just started dating. Being an protective father he is, Yesung’s father came visit Siwon’s apartment on his own and had a private talk with Siwon. Everyone in the family and some of their very very closest circle know that Yesung is a gay. Although his father seemed to dislike the fact that his eldest son is a gay, he was and is still a very supportive father. He talked to Siwon and warned the guy that they should be very careful about their relationship. This country still has a long way to go before gay relationship could be widely accepted. Thus, he wanted Siwon to always protect his son at all cost. He just wanted to make sure that his son was in good hands.

“You bring something? For me?” asked Yesung as he noticed the cake box Siwon is holding. But the taller guy shakes his head.

“No… This is for our kind eomonim.” Siwon walks to Yesung’s mother and hugs her before finally gives her the special mooncake he bought in Taiwan.

“Aww… You’re such a gentleman.” Yesung’s mother looks at Siwon with that adoring eyes.

Yesung sighs and gets back to his seat. “Sometimes I forget who’s mother’s son exactly,” whispered Yesung to Jong Jin in jealousy.

“Stop being childish, hyung.” Jong Jin replied quite loudly. He hugs Siwon as soon as he stands up.

“Hyung,” greeted the second son of the Kims.

“I got you a special edition of Nike. It is supposed to arrive her in couple of days. A thanking gift for your help these last two days.”

“You guys, are just soo cheap.” Yesung shakes his head in disbelief.
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After a while, Siwon finally realizes that Yesung is staring at him. The handsome guy steals a glance at his boyfriend before getting his attention back to the road.

"Why are you staring at me?" asked Siwon.

Yesung, not feeling ashamed even after getting caught looking at his boyfriend, shrugs. "You planned all the meal for me these last two days?"

"Yup." Siwon nods. "Should we really have a talk here? Can't it wait until we get home?"

The car is stopped as the traffic light turns red. The taller guy finally gets some seconds to give full attention to his petite boyfriend.
"Do we really need to talk about it now?"

Now, he gets this serious look on his face. Siwon is just afraid that Yesung is mad at him for sort of forcing him to eat three times a day these last two days. He knows exactly how Yesung is so obsessed about diet, even when he doesn't really have schedule.

"I'm not mad." Yesung reply is kind of surprising for Siwon. Yesung tilts his head towards the traffic light, signaling that it has turned green. Siwon steps on the gas pedal and the car starts moving.

They arrive at their apartment around 20 minutes later. They don't have any talk during the ride to the residence.

"I'm not mad at you." Yesung finally initiates to resume their conversation once they step inside the house.

Siwon sits on the couch in the livingroom and taps the space next to him. Yesung complies.

"So... You're not mad at me?" He repeats what Yesung said.
The petite boyfriend nods.

"It's kind of irritating at first." He admits. The said guy looks at his hand that is quite close to Siwon's. Looking at the same direction as Yesung, Siwon finally grabs his hand.

"You know very well I have a strict diet, but Jong Jin keeps on telling me that you have prepared everything meticulously. From the ingridients to the calories. You have prepared everything in boxes and sent it to eomma. All eomma needed to do was cooking them based on the instruction you have given."

Yesung's stare is still fixated at their entwined hands. Again, he can't help but feeling amazed at how their hands fit perfectly. Siwon's long and slender fingers fill in the space between his tiny fingers. His big palm engulfs his not-really-small-but-not-large palm. Tight and soft. Just like how the owner usually engulfs him in his warm embrace.

"Though it's quite annoying at first, but at some point I know I like and fully grateful for everything that you have done. It's hard to say I miss you."

Yesung finally looks up, staring at Siwon with the softest gaze Siwon has ever seen. "It's just like you were with me. Wherever I went. I mean, minus the fact that I can't really hug you or kiss you."

Siwon spontaneously puts his hand at the back of Yesung's neck and pulls the guy for a deep kiss.

"Told you, I'll get back before you ever had the chance to miss me."

Yesung laughs. "Thank you, seriously. For preparing everything for me while you're away. You just can't stop making me falling for you, right?"

"I'm loveable. I was born that way."

"Cocky brat."

"Acknowledge that..  But, you love my cock anyway."

Yesung laughs. He, then, suddenly gets on Siwon's lap and circles his hands on the tall boyfriend's neck.

"Now, I need some exercise to lose those calories."

Siwon shakes his head. "You, baby, will never fail to make me fall for you harder."

Yesung whispers to Siwon's ear seductively. "Proof it. Make love to me harder."

And that's how finally Yesung gains some calories for two days but then loses it in just few hours.

-kkeut-

pair: yewon

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