. . . The show must go on ( Read more... )

If actions speak louder than words, then I should just shut the fuck up before I even get started with whining. just *BANG*. Fucking Canadian gun laws. A gun would make things so much easier right now ( Read more... )

I don't really have anything new or interesting to say, as not much has happened here lately other than sleeping and eating and trying to get my back to stop hurting (which is finally starting to get better a bit). Anyways it's thanksgiving here today and I was going to write a list of 101 things I was thankful for on here, but I can't sit for that ( Read more... )

Don't know why really, everything is just starting to catch up with me I guess and I'm getting a bit overwhelmed but mostly, mostly I am just plain out lonely. Sometimes I start wondering if you can actually forget to laugh, but then I talk to Sandie or Jill and discover apparently I still can. I haven't cried like this in a while though, I just ( Read more... )

Wow, I feel like a pig. I just ate a whole box of kraft dinner myself in one sitting. and drank a whole water bottle too ( Read more... )

I have had migraines too much this semester and now I am behind in math and this is not good cuz I don't know what the teacher is talking about in class anymore. Well I am getting help but I am just a bit stressed right now. I am just stressed in general it seems though. Having trouble with the kids at night, lots of crying and tension. Don't know ( Read more... )

So, here I am in Social Studies, doing diddly squat because my teacher has all these over heads in handwriting that we're supposed to copy down, but I can't read handwriting, so I have to get photocopies of the notes from another student who prints them. Sooo, that's what we've done the last 2 classes. I could read the chapter in my text for the ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a bad day, but not all bad, we ended up finally getting our blood test done that we were supposed to do last may that never quite worked out. Well, finally found someone who would take us. Monkey gets a hero cookie now. According to her we've gotten alot better. She said she's even freaked out more getting a needle in the past than we ( Read more... )

It was a bad night. Went to bed and kept getting flashbacks and panic attacks as soon as I relaxed and started drifting off. We took the other half of our sleeping meds and finally about 2am we fell asleep. Woke up this morning about 8 am hot and sweaty and crying, turned off my alarm, and went back to sleep, only to keep dreaming a continuation of ( Read more... )

I just haven't posted in a bit. Mostly cuz I had too much homework/housework needing to be done for me to be spending much time on the computer, and then when I was on the computer I was usually talking to Sandie on MSN so not really sitting and writing a post. My birthday kinda sucked, but Sandie made it special anyways even from so far away. Just ( Read more... )