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and i'm searching
for the words to say to you
like i love you and i need you
yet you won't get the clue
and your green eyes
will turn these brown eyes blue
and i'm nothing
i'm nothing with out you

We played at the robotics competition in brentwood today, things were really good today in general minus me losing it in the morning for...yeah, not getting into it. things were really great with xena today. Today just seemed like for the most part constant smiles and laughing and fun. it was really great. yay.

my reflection in broken glass thrown apart, fragmented and shapeless the way I left myself. a beating heart pulls me together, a working mind tears me apart. Did you ever wonder why I rely on love? I'll let your heart be your reminder and let my mind be my mistake. Ignore this place, it doesn't matter where we are, pain can only reach so far. blade ( Read more... )

these nights aren't dark enough, empty enough for both of us. I can see a silver chain deteriorate right before my eyes, vanishing like fireflies in the blink of an eye. left without light in spite of every heartbeat I fight to stay alive. I've died a thousand figurative times, but my spirit is still stronger than a midnight fix. my body left cold ( Read more... )

last night was unreal, the night crashed around the one thing I'd hope was constant. not worried about the blood flowing from my mouth, just the failure I've let out. my blood didn't want to stay in this body I've shamed, except it's you who I let down more than myself. Time ensues, make some change, cross my heart, end this day. I'm playing myself ( Read more... )

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I wanna lay on the tracks, feel the steel screaming at me. Expose the bones on my back, let me show you what I mean.

Things are feel really weird since Xena left my house today...I felt like the time we spent wasn't spent the right way. Things weren't even too weird between us now that I think about it...it's just we both had certain needs that under the circumstances neither of us could do anything about. Whenever we leave each other or have to stop talking to ( Read more... )