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Who knows! Ergh ( Read more... )

GOD..glad THAT'S over..jesus. Except I have a feeling it's not over. He's gonna bug me. And I'm just gonna have to tell him to FLAKE OFF, TOBEY. Because he creeps me out. Especially after asking me to have sex with him. Just so he could know if he was gay or not. Because that's all that matters when deciding one's sexuality. SEX. Okay, so the word ( Read more... )

Well..Jared and I had a TALK..I decided I needed time to think about things cause I'm really busy..

I really don't think I want to be with him. Or anyone, for that matter. I'm just really stressed..about everything..and I don't like it.

Fuck..

So it's like 2 a.m..almost. I don't like it. I'm tired..and I'd LOVE to go to bed..but something just keeps me at this damned glowing screen :)..it's comfortable here. That reminds me of a Rufus Wainwright song..even though the only thing in common is the word 'comfortable.' I'm such a flamer. Not really..but I try my hardest. I had my first day as ( Read more... )

You'd think the people who manage these online journal thingies would erase the accounts of people who never ever EVER EVER update ( Read more... )

So I never update..:\ I feel bad about that. It pains me to the core. It really does. Why can't I be like all the other trendy gay kids and update every five minutes? Please...

I'm unhappy..

So today was okay...drama practice went well...hung out with Alex...we talked about a lot of serious matters...and she made me play with GUNS! I AM SO AFRAID OF FIREARMS!!!!!!!!!!!! I still am...I could have died when she brought out the guns..oh my god. She has this little .32 and it reminded me of that cricket gun on "Men in Black." So Bryon... ( Read more... )

NOT fucking fair >:O I just found out my cousin has cancer...god dammit...things like this aren't supposed to happen to 19 year olds. One of the many examples of SHIT that validates my athiestic feelings. Ergh....this bites a lot of ass :\

Boyfriend makes it a little better...:)

No more single...he makes me exceedingly happy :)