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[chokeonmistakes]

I never knew how much I could miss someone I never really talk to anymore. Lately I've been thinking about a bunch of people I used to be friends with..and I miss them a lot. Maybe because I don't really talk to a lot of my friends from last year that much anymore. Danah Lefkowitz, I barely even talk to..she has better friends now..and Nick..so

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here ya go

[anonymous]

Ill wipe these tears form your eyes
For the last time tell you its ok and that Im still here
I wont stand to let you cry or forever see the pain Ive given to you
My dreams shown with pictures of you still faint in my mind
Ill only give it time and pray that youll be alright
Oh, how I wish I could see you or touch your face and I forever dream
Until i faded away and died inside and dropped on last tear for you

remember the poems like this that i wrote and told you i loved you and told you ill always be there for you and told you dont worry about me ill be ok..... well it was true every word i said was true and i hope you dont forget that ill be here for you whenever you need me so always know you have me and even when you forget me and dont remember me ill be here and ill still remember you

Re: here ya go

[chokeonmistakes]

you wrote that on my birthday card. I remember it.
It was amazing, just like you. Thank you for being
there for me when I needed someone. =] <33333333

i also miss you :...(

[anonymous]

i miss you so much amanda. we did have the most fun togeather. me and u and matt and jamie hanging out in my circus tent room. going to the mall and haha *you kno what happended out side*. that was so much fun. ruinening my brand new white converses jumping in mud puddels while waitin for your mom. just everything we did togeather. spending the last of my pay check to make sure i got you those peeps. all of this and more was just amazing. and you CAN have it all back. one fone call...email..comment in my journal...note ne thing. just give me the word and im right there. i always will be. if u called to hang out id drop ne thing i was doing just to go pick u up. i miss the times we had and i want it back. <3samS

Re: i also miss you :...(

[chokeonmistakes]

=[ we'll see what happens in the future...

<333

[sinful_suicide]

AMANDA GONZALEZ CHEER UP SWEET PEA! JUST REMEMBER KELLEY <3LEY LOVES YOU.

x0x0x0x0x0x0x00x0x

YOU'RE THE BEST <3

[chokeonmistakes]

Aww thak you Kellumssssss <3

i love you bunches!!!! <33333

[chokeonmistakes]

thak should be THANK******

=] <33 silly me and my typos

[chelsmaster]

i love you <3

[chelsmaster]

but im not sure who those are about im kinda confused ;\

[chokeonmistakes]

i love you too chelsea!!
& trust me, if i had to
read my journal, id be
confused too...especially
with that entry..its like
random things thrown into
one. <3333333

[claudios_hair]

but I want to live at someone's house again and sleep over every weekend and get drunk and pour bleach on the carpet. And but bailiey's in our coffee in the morning. I want to hang out at our friends house when they aren't home just to hang out and not deal with parents.

THAT WAS ME YOU MOTHER FUCKERS. Amanda Gonzalez was my fucking best friend. We had such a great time when she lived at my house hehehe. I miss those fucking days so fucking much Amanda, as much as you do. Every entry you talk about shit like that makes me cry dude seriously. I miss it so much. I miss making those black marks on my carpet from my shoes and BLEACHING them. My mom was SO PISSED. I miss ordering food and just acting like fucking RETARDS. And the Jackass place by my house. When you got "married" I fucking miss it all Amanda, we need to hang out before I go crazy. I love you so much. I hope our friendship doesn't fall apart ever again <3333333

[chokeonmistakes]

We definitely need to hang out. Next week.
I want to hang out. We need to get back
into our groove!! And once I stop working
watch out, because I'm definitely sleeping
over, bitch. I love you muchooo! <333333