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today was amazing!

i miss Lena and Alicia already. i wish they didn't have to go back to Arizona tomorrow. =[

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-stop crackiing knuckles.
-start exercising again.
-lose weight.
-find a job.
-save money.
-make new friends.
-eat healthier.
-grow my hair.
-talk to my parents about school

got into a car accident. >,< fucking people need to learn how to drive.
my dads car is totaled. :/ my entire left side of my body is brused, sore, have a constent headache. my ribs are brused. my colar bone hurts like hell.
all in all, this week sucks.
i am going to lay down, and die now.
have a good day.

-Megan's dad was taking off of life support, friday night.
-i don't feel the same towards anyone anymore.
-i still want out of jersey.

have you ever gotten the urge to just drive 2 hours to see someone cause you have missed them so much? well i did this morning...
so that's what i did. i just drove. then when i got to the town, i just pulled over, turned off the vehicle, and sat there with my head on the steering wheel.
i don't know what i am doing anymore.
i miss my good trusting

monday:
13 police cars
4 fire truck.
my house was on fire.
Tuesday:
my mother's nose bleed for 2 hours.
it reminded me of an old horror film on how the blood gushed.
today:
baked cookies.
worked.