best. day. in. a. long. time ( Read more... )

Home sweet home. I know it's definitely home when things are extremely shitty in one aspect, but extremely amazing in another. The drive home was fine, until I picked up the car from Mikey. He told me that our Uncle Bill is at death's door. My favorite uncle. My most favorite great uncle in the world. The one who makes fun of everything I wear, say ( Read more... )

I can't help but think how very, very different my life would be if both my parents were alive and healthy. I believe I wouldn't be so dependent on guys. I constantly have to have a guy best friend, which is really a disaster. I think that some of my relationships with dudes are fucked up because I didn't have a dad once I really got into boys. Don ( Read more... )

I want to call my mom. Email her. Anything. I need advice. I don't know who to go to. I sometimes feel stupid talking to Mikey about everything. I need a mom's advice about how I should feel, why I feel the way I do, why I'm hanging on, if it's worth it, and so on. I want to know if she thinks I'm doing well in school. I want her to tell me to ( Read more... )

oh my god. i fucking love sandwiches. no bullshit when it comes to sandwiches, just dankness.

Okay, ever since last night at midnight, today has ruled. I am soo soo soo incredibly happy. Who wants reasons? I know I would if I was you.

[ ]Sam the grrl is going to be living with Laur and I ( Read more... )

It feels as if I have so much to do, but yet, I have nothing due until Monday. I've just been relaxing all day, which is nice, but I feel like I should have been doing something a little bit productive. I'm beginning to realize that I can't live my life the way I have been recently. I need to become motivated and energetic once again. Hopefully I ( Read more... )

I just came across the LJ community "28dayplan". It is for IDIOTS, basically. These beautiful girls post what they've ate, how much water they drank, if they exercised, and how their self esteem is. Well, at first I thought, "Oh, that's a good thing." Well, then I saw the interests. The interests include: aneroxia, bulimia, purging, skeleton, ( Read more... )

Being at home was amazing as usual. I feel really shitty being back here, but a lot of that is because of a ridiculous phone call. Whatev. The good stuff, though. On Thursday I had the pleasure of hanging out with both of my favorite Emily's, Tony, John Kopp, tiny Jess, James and Tim. I really had a lot of fun. Like, more fun than usual when I go ( Read more... )