Honestly ( Read more... )

I haven't really left my house all day. I have just been sitting or sleeping. I haven't eaten anything yet either ( Read more... )

I am so sick of all these people, But I am scared to be alone."

I have so much to say but my words seems to fail me... you wouldn't miss me if I was gone... I am not cool. I am not a part of any scene, I am nobody. I am inlove with the idea of falling head over heels in love, no matter how unrealistic that truly is.

But she should be used to my lying. Well that isn't true because I am not used to hers. I am just less suprised ( Read more... )

This is something I just felt I had to write out ( Read more... )

I told everyone I was at a Karate Tournament all weekend.

..I lied.

I was supposed to be but last minute, Monica invited me to go along with her and ate Jing and Ate Gia to socal for a Meg & Dia concert. So... DUH I jumped at it ( Read more... )

So... Last Thursday ws so much fun ( Read more... )

The last couple days, for the most part.... have been pretty good.

Things with Monica are now getting a lot better. Well, the repressing over everything is giving me a fucking tumor but other than that everything is okay.

Let's start off with Wednesday.
SHE ACTUALLY CAME OVER!!!I really thought she would find an excuse to not coe out and visit ( Read more... )

I dread the calls...

when the phone rings, I think it's may just be Monica calling to say good morning, because she knows I'm at work.

Then I hear,

"good morning. can I have your rate and occupancy?"

I need to sleep but I've been so awake

Monica this isn't for you. These are just notes ( Read more... )