Human Literature

[chonch_ball]

I woke up this morning, uncomfortably warm and alone with the gristled voice of my occupation stifling my attempt to relax. As I went to grab some socks from the sock drawer only to realize in my grumpy, half-awake condition that they are all packed in the suitcase, it hit me. This is going to suck

Comments

[badcheshire]

I cannot make sense of these posts, Matt!

[chonch_ball]

I am aware that they really don't make sense to those not in the know, because I'm merely trying to chronical some things and get them off my chest for my own personal sanity... but at the same time, I want them to be somewhat intriguing to read whether you know what I'm talking about or not :)

[d_klein]

Liar. You don't drink coffee.

[chonch_ball]

I don't drink BLACK coffee cuz i'm not hardcore like you.
I'm like my fufu french vanilla creamer. I've learned to ween off of the 18 sugar packets though. Straight to the love handles baby. We don't want Fat Dolphin to return. I'm maintaining a somewhat non offensive physique these days.

[bobbybrisse]

You only live once, do what makes you happy.

[chonch_ball]

that's the plan, but it's not always so easy to fit that in to such a strange life...

[firesidewake]

if worse comes to worse... we could convince you know who to move back to Bay City and live with her.

Since she mentioned it, I've actually been considering it.

[chonch_ball]

i didnt know she was back?
i got a letter though that i haven't read yet. lots of pages and all, you know... sadly if it was a myspace message i would have read it by now
it'll get read though, hehe

i wouldn't rule out living back there, but the only reason i could see doing it would be if 110% of my life was dedicated to music, and i'm talking touring most of that 110% of the time

[must_be_liz_37]

she's moving back at the end of this month, just outside of Bay City.
i read mine already, it was pretty long.

personally, im not sure how to feel about it all. Christmas was good, but there were many good times screwed up by bad.

meh, i guess we'll have to play it by ear.

[chonch_ball]

you're still much younger than i am, so certain sting will still be closer to the surface i'm sure. as you grow older (or at least as i've grown older) i've learned to really just let things be water under the bridge. not just in this situation, but just in life in general. life is too short to have enemies or to harbor negative feelings for too long. don't get me wrong, i can dish out a healthy dose of "fuck off" to people, but i always get over it, and usually the realtionship becomes stronger as a result.

just some older brotherly advice for you to chew on

kinda tastes like cookie dough oddly enough

[a_messtobemade]

"they are only borne as a defense mechanism anyhow, but that only softens the blow. You can stand tall, tense and alert with full knowledge that someone is about to smash your toe with a sledge hammer, but it doesn't change the fact that they are smashing your fucking toe with a sledgehammer."

oh god thats so true. and i do the same exact things......bah

[chonch_ball]

let's get together and watch some shady movie about a seedy neighborhood. for some reason, it seems like a rational notion.can i get a hell yes?