We found this place behind the high school beside ours, but there was this silver car there, and there was someone inside it, so that didn't work XD The guy went inside the school though, but he kept going out and coming back in, etc, so that spot didn't work. THEN, I saw my sister walking to work, and had the HUGEST HEART ATTACK EVER, so I just hid until she was far far away XD So after much hiding from high schoolers that would pass by, we finally decided on a spot near the volleyball thingy near the back of the school. At one point, a jogger came out, but we didn't know who he/she was, so we didn't care XD We started hugging, and that lasted around 5 minutes like our hugs always do, hehe.
I was all nervous and stuff, cause I knew I wanted to kiss him, but my courage was failing me intensely, so I was going "Okay, I don't know what to do....I mean, I DO know what to do, but I don't know how to do it....I mean....you're psychic right? You know what I'm thinking about right?" and Henry would be like "I have an idea" and I'd be like "TELL MEEEE" but then he wouldn't XD But after much "Agh....I dunno how I'm gonna do this" and "Come on, you're psychic right?" (He ALWAYS knows what I want to happen, he's an awesome problem solver XD) I was like "Uhh, be psychic" and then he was like "Okay" and my heart rate increased like.....BY A LOT XD
And then he kissed me, and OMG IT FELT SO AMAZING AND PERFECT, even though it lasted a short time (but not quite the 2 seconds from before, LOL) and we were back to hugging again XD I kept asking him what he was thinking about and he'd always be like "The jogger's going away" or "The jogger's coming back" XD At that point, I guess I really wanted to know what was going through his mind XDD
I'd also go "Say something" and then he'd go "Something" and I'd go "Say something that's not something" and he's like "Something that's not something" and I'd go "Just speak" and almost every time, he'd go "I love you" and I'd go "I love you more" or "I love you too". My voice would sound SO weird, cause I'd be so giddy and happy, and I'd try to stifle loud screams, or giggles, ehehehe.
So after that, we'd keep hugging and kissing more and more, and our kisses would grow longer and longer, hah. It felt really really really good, I can't even describe it, but let's just say that they're berryful too, just like his Henry smell XD It's like...cinnamon and berry, or something like that XD His scent is my drug, I can't even begin to describe how AMAZING he smells :P
At one point, we were talking about how long we were taking, but I was like "There's nothing I'd rather be doing" and he was like "There is for me" and I'm like "WHAT?!" and he's like "Do this without our backpacks on!" so then we took our backpacks off and started kissing and huggleing again XDD
Whenever I'd be like "I can't touch your face from here" my inside self would be like "YOU JUST WANT TO KISS HIM MORE, DON'T YOU?, but hey, it actually works, don't judge me XDD. When I kissed him once, I just opened my eyes, and then I found HIS eyes open, and I was like "OMG WHAT?!" it shocked me a lot, hehe, I thought he'd close his eyes :P But he was like "I just kept my eyes open to see if you'd notice!" and I was like "ksdhflskjfhsjdkfhsl"
I did mention that kissing him feels AMAZING, right? RIGHT? Omg, I could never stop, if I had the time :P
His hands were cold at one point, so I just rubbed them between mine like he did when we went to the library a few weeks ago, and I kinda failed at it, I hope his hands weren't too cold then XDD I kept asking him exactly what was going through his mind, and he'd keep telling me stuff that was related to the jogger :P I asked him to tell me something that he thinks about that he wouldn't normally tell me, and he was like "I always think about how beautiful you are" and I'm like "I'm not beautiful" Tbh, no one's ever told me that before, so I'm still not used to hearing it, lol. You think it could be true? I remember that one quote he sent me, about people not loving people cause they're beautiful, but them being beautiful because you love them. I think that might be the case XDD
I was like "I know what I'm thinking, but I can't put it into words" cause it was like...raw happiness, you know? Like, how....everything was so profound and beautiful and awesome and perfect XD I settled on "I was just thinking about how perfect you are" when we were standing there, holding hands, and before he could star this sentence, I was like "For me" and he was like "You're perfect for me too" and I'm like "What if you just said that cause I said that?" and he was like "Fine, you're perfect for me" and I'm still like "What if you just said that cause I said that?" and he just shook his head in that adorable way of his XD
So after that, I think we had one last long kiss and hug, and then we had to get going, and I was just like "I love you....a lot" while I was staring fixedly at this yellow flower/weed thing on the grass, and he was like "I love you more". He's so perfect for me, sjfhlskdfjh
OH YEAH, this reminds me, after piano class, I was waiting to get picked up, and my sister and I saw this couple making out, and when Henry and I were hugging, I was like "This reminds me of the time when I saw the couple making out after piano" and after that, later on, I remember telling him about how I just remembered the kiss scene from Playful Kiss (The time when Seung Jo kissed Ha Ni behind the school after grad) and he just laughed in that adorable way of his XD I also remember going "You're so....attractive" which I TOTALLY TOTALLY meant, btw. How else could I have fallen for him whithin 2 weeks? :P
So once that was done, I was SO FREAKING reluctant to leave, you don't even know...I totally wanted to stay there kissing him forever but it was around 5, so....we had to go :'( We kept looking back at each other though! It was like in the movies, where the 2 lovers go, then run back to each other and go "I can't leave you, my love" or something like that XD
After that was the dance, which basically consisted of bouncing around and ruffling Jasson's hair whenever he said he was lonely XD He was wearing really nice dress shoes which his mom made him wear, LOL. There was also this gorgeous plaid shirt, which i ended up convincing him to wear the next day, ehehe. I wore something that kind of matched-ish :P We kept slapping hands at the dance, and he'd go "Stop slapping my hand!" I love his Heartstrings references, it's not the first time he's made one :P We also slow danced twice, and he looked so sad when I had to go T_T Let's see, quick Friday update? We kept staring into each other's eyes in Science, Calvin talked to me, and made some comment on tax when he saw all my bags of candy, which took me a few tries to get, and our flute teacher's mom getting mad at him for slamming a door, and being shocked that we were in a relationship. OH YEAH, we also sightread different parts in our flute lesson, and I think I did decently well! Also, teaching Henry vibrato is FUN, it's fun to know something he doesn't :P (Sorry BB, you know I <3 you :P) but I think he can flutter tongue better than I can XDD
And now I will publish this because Riley unnie is IMPATIENT XD
Adios!
Akira