so things have been looking up for me. Im not so depressed anymore. I mean I get angry and mad but I am having a good time, I learned to talk back to customers and to be rude in return instead of just taking it and pretending to be all nice and acting like I care.... thats what the world does to you, turns a nice person into someone evil. haha but ( Read more... )

Well I havent been on lately... actually in forever I thought that I should vent some considering I never see anyone anymore. I feel as if my life is being drained.... like I have no motivation to do anything anymore. Its as if I lost my little kid spark. Maybe its just a part of growing up. I have no clue but lately I've been thinking and I really ( Read more... )

SO I havent been on my computer much except to do my homework, check my accounts, and listen to music while cleaning. I have no life. well actually I do... work and school, thats my life now oh yeah and sleep. For some reason I sleep so much now I dunno why. so yeah I go to school mon-thursday... work thursday night and fri-sun so I basically have ( Read more... )

so update on the birthday and everything after that..... i had evan sing to me when it actually turned midnight, that was cute. but i actually had to work on my birthday blah but It was good, aleyda called me on my break and sang to me on the phone with her lovely voice, and my sis kept telling everyone at work that it was my birthday so when i ( Read more... )

so yeah, my birthday is in 5 days and I have to work and close blah! oh well i get to got to a mae concert the next day which is a plus WOOO im excited. I get to hang out with the gang. and i plan on going to the beach with aleyda soon on a much needed tan and swimming wooo hopefully with boogey boards. maybe I should visit work and see how much ( Read more... )

So I've been pretty busy and Im takin a break from writing my paper which I shouldnt cuz i have a ton more to write but yeah HAPPY BELATED VERONICA!! i was gonna call you yesterday but I kinda fell asleep haha SORRY!!!! I hope you had a wonderful b-day you old fart! haha ( Read more... )

i feel odd and I dont know why. kinda like cramps but not cuz they dont hurt i just feel really awkward.. whats wrong with me? I dont know. i just don't know what to do anymore. Im so afraid that i will lose the one I love, that maybe one day he will be so fed up with me and the things I do that he will just leave. I know we argue a lot and I know ( Read more... )

SO as of right now Im really bored. I woke up at 1:20 and now my schedules being thrown off, isnt that just great now I wont be able to get up at all next week if i keep this up ( Read more... )

i think Im in love.. shhh dont tell him :) haha

so yea I have a boyfriend now and he's great. He's the only one who truly knows me :) i love spending time with him. well i would say more but Imma keep this stuff between myself and him. thank you ;) well thats about all thats new in my life and i'm loving it like mcdonalds ba ba ba ba ba haha ( Read more... )