I'm composing a song
I'm going to compose it on the violin then see how it sounds in the piano. It's easier this way because I can play the violin anywhere. I get a little self-conscious to do it when other people are around, it takes time and it's probably annoying to others.
Last week Shishido-san gave me this.
^________^ I've been meaning to share it but I wasn't sure if that was okay, but we are dating now to it's fine i think, I keep it in my wallet.
I'm a little disappointed with myself, I thought I would do better in the tournament. :( I suppose i did get a difficult group after all. But! Next time I'll do better.
[meant to be private but isn't . EDIT - this was left open to anyone to read over night, but now it's all screened]
Shishido-san and I... had sex HDKSJHKDBKJSDKJDHSKDKJDS in the locker room showers after he lost his match in the team tournament. I really don't know what got into me. I'm so impulsive... I guess. He was sad and... I don't know! It got really hot and his skin is so nice, he tastes so good. He's so firm. I know he thinks he is short and it really annoys him that he is 1cm shorter than Atobe-senpai, but he shouldn't have to worry. He has all these muscles and it's really good for biting.... Mm... he's just sitting over there and I kind of want to just go have sex with him again..... But anyway, so much life wasted without this!!! Maybe I wasn't ready last year, I'm not even sure if I'm ready this year! But I really like it... ^_________________________^ no, i love it.. and him too. Oh yeah, he is so loud T^T it's really cute when he moans, and when he comes, his face ;___________; whyyyyy is he so cute?!?!?!?! ... and he has such a nice tight rear too. I knew that of course, but being... in there... is quite different than just looking. He likes when I swear, I don't do it on purpose but it turns him on I guess... and when I say his name. I like saying his name when we are doing it ^_______^. I have a serious conundrum though. I like looking at his ass so from behind is really good because I can touch it too....I wonder if I smack it he could be angry at me XDDDD...... but I wanna see his face, and kiss him... and I like when he bites me too, so. See? I think I have to move positions during it. I wonder if that's okay.... :/
We've done it more times since then but we had to buy lubricant in town cos I think i'm big and he kinda walked funny after the 1st time. That was so embarrassing. He said I should buy it cos I'm tall and big and they would assume I was older. They really didn't ask for any ID, thank god for that, not that I had any but still. It's a lot easier now. T^T.... I wonder if after we watch this film.....
Urgh, he's calling me, before he comes have a look what I'm doing I better go.
[ooc: The privited part shows some coding error because Choutarou typed it wrong. It was supposed to be all private but Shishido distracted him and it's there for the whole school to read until he realises he made a mistake... but that will be way after the film is over]
Last week Shishido-san gave me this.
^________^ I've been meaning to share it but I wasn't sure if that was okay, but we are dating now to it's fine i think, I keep it in my wallet.
I'm a little disappointed with myself, I thought I would do better in the tournament. :( I suppose i did get a difficult group after all. But! Next time I'll do better.
[meant to be private but isn't . EDIT - this was left open to anyone to read over night, but now it's all screened]
Shishido-san and I... had sex HDKSJHKDBKJSDKJDHSKDKJDS in the locker room showers after he lost his match in the team tournament. I really don't know what got into me. I'm so impulsive... I guess. He was sad and... I don't know! It got really hot and his skin is so nice, he tastes so good. He's so firm. I know he thinks he is short and it really annoys him that he is 1cm shorter than Atobe-senpai, but he shouldn't have to worry. He has all these muscles and it's really good for biting.... Mm... he's just sitting over there and I kind of want to just go have sex with him again..... But anyway, so much life wasted without this!!! Maybe I wasn't ready last year, I'm not even sure if I'm ready this year! But I really like it... ^_________________________^ no, i love it.. and him too. Oh yeah, he is so loud T^T it's really cute when he moans, and when he comes, his face ;___________; whyyyyy is he so cute?!?!?!?! ... and he has such a nice tight rear too. I knew that of course, but being... in there... is quite different than just looking. He likes when I swear, I don't do it on purpose but it turns him on I guess... and when I say his name. I like saying his name when we are doing it ^_______^. I have a serious conundrum though. I like looking at his ass so from behind is really good because I can touch it too....I wonder if I smack it he could be angry at me XDDDD...... but I wanna see his face, and kiss him... and I like when he bites me too, so. See? I think I have to move positions during it. I wonder if that's okay.... :/
We've done it more times since then but we had to buy lubricant in town cos I think i'm big and he kinda walked funny after the 1st time. That was so embarrassing. He said I should buy it cos I'm tall and big and they would assume I was older. They really didn't ask for any ID, thank god for that, not that I had any but still. It's a lot easier now. T^T.... I wonder if after we watch this film.....
Urgh, he's calling me, before he comes have a look what I'm doing I better go.
[ooc: The privited part shows some coding error because Choutarou typed it wrong. It was supposed to be all private but Shishido distracted him and it's there for the whole school to read until he realises he made a mistake... but that will be way after the film is over]