your down [im down]

[chowderboy]

im in a searing mindache, falling for the roots where i can stare at microscopic worlds and landscapes, far too meek to thirve on a sphere of such proportion. later waves of day caress me in my shade,but im too far gone by now and i think id rather disinigrate. id become a tiny speck on a million miles of asphalt, blending perfectly in the grey,

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I was doing a little thinking on the way home..

[umnothankyou]

i jumped inside the spinning leaves on the ground
on the dark dark ground the soft black pavement
a line of buildings winding down to your little room
dimly lit sit on your bed and breathe too deeply

shattered thoughts swimming around held in place
by hands with sweaty palms and then we drive at amazing speeds down the
highway paved with crushed hearts

too quickly approaching the center of town
where i leave and get on my bicycle
feeling the traffic lights on my face race
down the darkened alley

and now i know i've lost my place
reduced to being just... an apathetic teenage waste
pulverised and having lost all access to the sound
i'm out of control.
what to do what to do?

what CAN i do?

my god is this what it's coming to?

(fear, let go of me)

just let me sleep again in some pair of warm arms.