Somewhere between the *procrastination* and the homework ( Read more... )

You know when you really just want to help people. You really just want them to face up to reality and accept the truth. Just admit it and get it out in the open. There is a reason for everything that happens. There is, I am sure of it. Life is a funny game we play, but we play it because it works ( Read more... )

the best part of last night was this ( Read more... )

ever feel like simply yelling at the top of your lungs until your voice is raspy and your throat is soar?

yeah, well me too!

today has been one emotional roller coaster!

eek, it is days like these in which you really just need a drive to clear your mind. why why why havent i simply gone to grab my keys from my room and drive away into the

if you want love, then make it.

- john mayer
your body is a wonderland

hey friend ( Read more... )

you stand with your back against the wall ( Read more... )

how can i feel so guilty for something that i cant remember?
how is it that one little event, one that i cant remember, changed my whole life?
why cant i remember it?
why is it that now i am so afraid and scared and scarred?
i fear that nothing will ever be the same from now on.
things are already so different. will they ever get better?

is anyone else really scared and nervous that they wont find Mr. or Ms. Right? what if they have already entered and exited your life? what if there isnt a perfect person for us? what if i spend the rest of my life alone?

or maybe i am just being too anxious.

and irma says:
Only time will tell!

one of the first questions my family asked me today was: "where is your boyfriend Eric?" it took all of me to not cry right in front of all of my family. my mom stepped in and said something on my behalf and amazingly, i think my grandpa saw my pain because he said in his really commanding and demanding voice: "it is none of your business." i hate ( Read more... )