I can't do anything about it. Lord, help me even though I do not deserve it. This is the worst pain. This is hard and self-destructive. Was it even worth it?

I wonder, should you feel something immediately for a potential mate? Is it possible for love to grow from nothing? If so, what is a reasonable amount of time to simply wait around for it? How many preordained standards are too many? I don't think it is disputed that they are necessary. Which kinds are out of line? Height, humor, previous sex ( Read more... )

As much as it would hurt to realize that it was not coming from me, I hope that he finds love. He deserves it and is well overdue ( Read more... )

A calming Alanis ( Read more... )

Why won't things just work out the way you plan the first time ( Read more... )

Sure, momma said there'd be days like this, but momma doesn't know shit about nights like that. Here's to beginnings. There's to me calling it a beginning ( Read more... )

I love my Palm Pilot. I always hated those people that used them, but now I'm addicted. I feel so on top of things. Straight A's should be the result. But now they're kicking me out of the library, so TTFN

I love my feather bed.

So I haven't had internet at my place forEVER!!!!! It really sux. But you get used to it. I miss the Peytonese (formerly the Mary Hayians). I'm so glad I've rediscovered them. Well I can't think of much else, so I will just say goodnight. Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night.

Hey, 'tis me. I have internet again....kinda....well I will soon. I'm just borrowing internet right now. Anyway, I can't wait for school to start and Ted gets back on MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so sexcited - ahem - excited of course. Love to all!!! Good luck this coming school year. 4.0's all around, right? Yeah right ( Read more... )

Dear you ( Read more... )