I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL. I'M SO SICK OF DOING SHIT!!!!!! I WANT IT TO BE SUMMER. I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL. PERIOD, THE END. FUCK. I JUST REALIZED THAT I SCHEDULED MY CONFERENCE TIME DURING WIND ENSEMBLE REHEARSAL. FUCK!!! WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING RIGHT? Oh, well. I'm just gonna drink my beer and throw something together. I can't be expected to ( Read more... )

Eeny Meeny Miney Mo, Catch a Tiger by the toe. If he hollars make him pay fifty dollars everyday. My momma told me to pick the very best one and you are not it by the bottom of the deep blue sea........................If it were only that easy. I'm learning.......what I once thought were cheesy unrealistic movies are really extremely close to ( Read more... )

My heart goes out to all of those with one. This day has been the best in a good while. I love long deep talks. Especially dreaded ones with such relatively happy endings.
Thank you for always being there.

You sacrifice too much for mere humans.

What's wrong with filling the world with silly love songs?

Slumber, how I long for thee.

Well it happened. Son of a bitch. Well we definitely have to talk about feelings and junk. I fucking hate this crap. I think I may have screwed up more than I know. Maybe some good will come out of it. Friends are definitely going to hear of this at some point in time. I just hope they don't all hate me afterward. How does this happen? What to do, ( Read more... )

AAAAAaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........

IT IS SOOOOOOO SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I'm loving this. I wanna watch movies. I wanna do anything but school. I also can't wait for the car show!!! I can't believe it's been a year already. I wanna sit in a new caddilac XLR!! They better have one we can get in this year. And the new silverados. Oohh and the new denalis. *drool* I ( Read more... )

And the break of spring knocks at my door. How do I answer? Slightly late. I had to push the Rhetoric out of the way and now I have only to get this piano off of me. But the act of lifting pianos is definitely more fun than writing about it afterward ( Read more... )

That purty much sums it up. I've been feeling very blah lately. Not bad. Not good. Just kinda still here. Probably leaning toward bad though. I'm not sure why. Well I might know why, but it's shaky. I'll feel good again someday soon. This room is so dark! I like lighted rooms when I'm feeling blah. And the semi-rainy day doesn't help ( Read more... )

It's amazing how fragile the human body is. So many different parts working perfectly together. I take it for granted all too often. So, body, I salute you. May we have many more years together.

Well here we go again. It is great when things get put into perspective for you. God has an amazing way of doing that. And by amazing I mean a really-scary-and-confusing-but-works kind of thing. At least I hope that is what is happening right now. I pray. It has to be. I feel like discoveries of the right path are happening every day. Pure ( Read more... )