Kris and I are on our way to Las Vegas to see Aaron and aly get married!!!!! This is gonna be so much fun!!!! Weeeeee!!!!!!

I've been up since 4am. around 6am i started cleaning the bus. kris and i had a long talk last night. sometimes it is good to have a serious conversation with someone. we talked about his wedding. the reception was so much fun. it doesnt seem like those two have been married that long. this bus is disgusting. and i am really sick of cleaning it. ( Read more... )

so maybe i wont call as much. I thought it would be ok to but guess not. so i will be picking up my stuff on the 22nd, clothes and fun crap like that. then i might go look for new places to live. just not right away. i wanna stay with kris for a bit. just kinda be comfortable for a bit. just breathe and see where i go from here. it is nice to have ( Read more... )

So I got my driving privelges again. And I took my car out for quite some time. I just took off and went in one direction and just drove to a mall. I got out and went in. In the music store, a girl came up to me, about 17, and asked me for my autograph... that has never happend to me when i am on my own before. of course I gladly gave it to her. we ( Read more... )

The past few days are just like been like being on a roller coaster. and honestly i dont know how i feel about it. there are moments where i feel prefectly fine, then about two seconds later i am curled up in my bunk not wanting to come out and then 5 minutes later, it is all ok again. I gotta thank Kris for being there for me. he never said ( Read more... )

Right now, I wish that I didnt pour all the vodka we had down the drain. I could really use it. There was a phone call a slight fight and then, "can i come fly out and see you" and with me joking around i say "as long as you arent coming out here to break up with me". Her voice fell, as she said "That is what this is..." Everything stopped. I swear ( Read more... )

The warm air is nice. First Arizona now New Mexico. It is a different kind of warm than California. It has been kinda solitary here. The only person that I really talk to on the bus is Kris. The time to think things over has been good. Not that there has been much concern for anyting in my life right now. Everything is pretty nice. Except I am ( Read more... )

the Vegas lights are gorgeous. Kris and I went out on the town last night. Basically just a lot of gambling. I came back 500 dollars richer. It was nice. But Im happy we are playing tonight and then leaving. I am not in the mood to lose that money!! Playing bass the other night was a blast. Being on the road right now is good. I do miss her though ( Read more... )

im gonna be at the bus all day cleaning and repacking some stuff to take on the road. boy do i know how to have a good time or what? and you thought the touring life was exciting. man were you wrong. and LJ suspended Kris' journal. that really pisses me off, it doesnt make sense. why would they suspend him?

We have a show tonight. and i am actually kinda nervous about it. i mean, it has been a couple of days since i've played. but oh well, gotta do it. our fans have done a lot for us so now it is my turn to return the favor!