Somedays are harder than others

[chris_knight_1]

I know I haven't posted anything on my journal in a longtime maybe I need to. For those who don't already know my fiance was killed in a car accident on the 25 of last month yesterday has been a month since she died I still ask why 
but if I keep doing that I think I'll drive myself crazy .
The what if game for the past month has been crazy but the

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[hinigeshi]

Ryan, I don't know what to say. I can't comprehend how a person can stay as strong and self-less as you have for so long despite everything that happens to you. it's incredible, actually.

It's a very small comfort, but know that a whole bunch of people will be praying for you and your new family in a language you can't understand. I'm ten thousand miles away, but if there is anything that i can do to help you, let me know.

and goodness, i wish you would send me your email address or answer the phone when i call. :|

here

[chris_knight_1]

my number is 910-430-0132 is the house number 910-389-4822 is the cell i need a new phone that's the reason I miss so many calls my email that I use most of the time is rsn_95@hotmail.com
just get up with me any time

[anonymous]

Sally was in a class of mine when it happened ] and she was truly a beautiful person but we have to remember each day god has her and he is doing everything to make sure she neevr suffers again. I wish you all the best with everythign and stay strong!