Comments | chris_online: Not Sure How Much More I Can Take...

chris_online

Not Sure How Much More I Can Take...

Jan 18, 2009 18:29

I am just over it right now...

Over everything.

Sick of fighting...

Sick of thinking...

Just tired...

I wish the end was here, either work or whatever may come.

This is not the life I want...anymore.

Comments 7

audrabaudra January 19 2009, 02:04:45 UTC

Not too many years ago, I was living in abject poverty with other people dependent on me for the substance of their lives. I was in a non-tenure-track teaching job, and I was applying for the tenure-track position that would abolish my part-time job. By the terms of the faculty contract at that university, I could no longer work as a temp employee anywhere else on that campus--so if I didn't get the full-time job, I had nothing ( ... )

chris_online January 19 2009, 17:53:46 UTC

Your so sweet!

I guess I just had one of those moments when the walls were moving in on me. It has just been so stressful and I am most of the times good with stress, but than came the wall. I do understand that things will get better, in fact they are getting better. Just need some time away...something like you said, to look forward to.

I started this business with my best friends and lost them, almost the business and found myself just wondering WTF!

But thank you for being there to listen to my silent desperation, your words always mean a lot to me!

audrabaudra January 19 2009, 20:48:42 UTC

You're going through some shocking stress--I can only imagine how it gets on top of you at times.

Hang tough. You know the bar business, and there's always money in drink! :-)

ex_dayman223 January 20 2009, 20:34:10 UTC

yuck!

chris_online January 24 2009, 18:26:51 UTC

Can you tell I was having a bad week?

holy sh#@%%%t weteagleii January 22 2009, 04:59:50 UTC

omg, chris i am so sorry to hear what is happening. from the few converstions we've had, i knew things were not going well, no idea they had deteriorated this much. i am so sorry, is there anything that i can do to help? i am here for you to lean on, or to vent and or explode. what ever you need at that moment, i'm there. (i can look in on Banks if you find yourself in a pinch) this is terribly difficult right now, just keep up the hope, this will turn around and it will find a resolution. you have friends who care.
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Re: holy sh#@%%%t chris_online January 24 2009, 18:27:31 UTC

Oh Scott,

Your very sweet...now where did I put the bullets???