Seems lately a lot are falling into this slump.. well at least those that havent been there for a little while. Tragic none the less when you get to the point of giving up, and I feel you there to a degree but let me at least say that whatever your feeling right now.. in time will pass, and whatever your trying so hard to push away will fight its way into you life someday.. you can only make things better for yourself.. no one else can do that for you, friends can just offer you little words of encouragement along the way and try to balance you when you stumble and fall.. but you need to be the one to make that change..
Its early if that made no sense forgive me. Keep your chin up man.. as hard as it is to do so.. try
wow, that'd got to be the oddest comment i've ever gotten. it's like, gee, chester bennington actually reads my shit.. sorry, ill cut the sarcasm now.
there's one problem with your.. idea/belief/concept you just spilled and that would be the fact that i don't want what i'm pushing away anymore. i've tried getting it for so long it just doesn't interest me anymore. there's life and then there's death and then everywhere inbetween - at least for me - is sadness and pain. it's been like this. they're my friends now.
besides, the anti-depressants aren't working either.
i know you mean well and shit, and that means a lot to me, that'd you actually try seeing as no one else will. it means a lot, man. even though you don't really know me.
I read more then others think, just find words harder to leave. I will only state what I think once and let you decipher it as you please.. you can only remain in denial for so long.
I know what you mean, because i read it, its just that i'm not sure that i can change what i feel inside because its so messed up right now. it was this constant feeling that i felt so long and it's just been way too much for me to handle in like, that last month or so, i've just totally broken myself down into little pieces that i can psycho-analyze on my wn free will, whether i want to or not. i dont know if you've ever been in the same situation as i have or whatever but i dont think anyone else should feel like i do at the moment because its just like, an all time low. its not where anyone should be
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Life's a cock. A big one, and we all smoke it at one point.
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If you're immune you wouldn't be bitching.
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Its early if that made no sense forgive me. Keep your chin up man.. as hard as it is to do so.. try
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there's one problem with your.. idea/belief/concept you just spilled and that would be the fact that i don't want what i'm pushing away anymore. i've tried getting it for so long it just doesn't interest me anymore. there's life and then there's death and then everywhere inbetween - at least for me - is sadness and pain. it's been like this. they're my friends now.
besides, the anti-depressants aren't working either.
i know you mean well and shit, and that means a lot to me, that'd you actually try seeing as no one else will. it means a lot, man. even though you don't really know me.
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Head up man.
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