i really regret going to elise's party last night. it was just boring and i dont like to think of my friends that way - because they are not.

im so depressed. i knew that this was coming, i guess its that time of year. i feel valueless, worthless, and very alone. i try to be so positive , but i just dont seem to be getting out of life what i want. i hate this.

well its been almost two months since my last update, which is kind of depressing. Depressing in the sense that i remember writing my last entry, and that all that has happened in time between then and now has gone by all too fast. I havent talked to really anyone in a long time, i have been working like mad and enjoying the associated lifestyle ( Read more... )

So i figured i should update - havent in a while. So Friday was an awesome day - awards assembly uplifting; and not just the fact that i cleaned up either lol but moreso i felt so proud for our school, which i spend most of the year hating. But we really did a lot this year, not me personally but everyone. So that uplift was followed by some ( Read more... )

"whoever ruins this will be single and your boobs/penis will shrink for the next 4 years. national MAKE OUT WEEKEND this Friday-monday morning and if you repost this as a bulletin in the the next 7 minutes you will be kissed by someone who really likes you and who you really like this weekend"

oh this party is going to be so much fun

so today i found to be a mixed reception. on the one hand, its great to be around people and im really looking forward to morgans party - classes balanced themselves out to be positive. Then on the other the day sucked. I found out i did really badly on two tests, was really tired because of that stupid schnieder and his lunchables, and i fought ( Read more... )

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so anyway like (lol) i was in psych today and talking to marsha, and she manages to swing the conversation to her boyfriend (not my favourite topic) and made the conversation about as awkward as it could possibly get. But she made me stay with her after class because she was nervous talking to ms mathews about an extension alone...so i did, ( Read more... )

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