i hate the fact that i define my feelings by a stupid girl who left me, so i've put a lot of effort recently into other things, other girls, and meeting new people and enjoying being single.

i try to keep things light and with as little meaning as i can with the new girls i hang out with, but it always at some point, comes down to if i could ( Read more... )

i'm not even kidding, if i turn the radio on or am in a place where music is playing, that damn song "hey there delilah" comes on without fail.  what. the. crap ( Read more... )

now i'm in limbo.  no longer grief-stricken, but not happy.

this is what i expect to be feeling for the foreseeable future.

ugh.  this blows.

i'm really tired of feeling like this.

Add a black eye and a broken air conditioner at my apartment to the list of bad things to happen to me recently.  What the fuck????????  Who did I piss off?

i'm a good guy.  an optimist.

you see, the past two months or so of my life has been nothing short of complete shit.  i had my possible future career send me a rejection letter, my girlfriend of 5 years break up with me, my band and i split ways, in addition to another 3 things, which would be a big deal by themselves, that i don't really want to ( Read more... )

yesterday was not a good day ( Read more... )

i just had a dream which was very uncomfortable to me.  not only had we broken up and she was dating someone else, but something had happened in which she had lost all of her long term memory, so she didn't even know who i was anymore.    in part of the dream i somehow stumbled upon her picture album, and all pictures of myself had been removed ( Read more... )

as much as i try to think otherwise, Athens-Clarke County government regularly fucks people over, it's employees and citizens alike ( Read more... )

fuck this.  all those cheesy break up songs that i would have mercilessly made fun of in the past are now my favorites.  funny how that happens ( Read more... )