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[chrisfilms]

It's 4:04. I borrowed my sisters iPod and went running for the past two hours. I'm out of shape and not pleased with myself. I did a lot of thinking and made myself feel worse about being the most unproductive dork.. ever. I need to start taking school seriously, get my business/work things squared away, and maybe even get good at bass guitar.

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[bluw]

I used to know you, once upon a time, and I know you are capable of all the things you've listed and more. Do what makes you happy; it's always (usually) the best thing for you. And sometimes, it's ok to be selfish, so do what you want. It's good to hear you're doing better, even if for only a moment. I hope you find genuine happiness and love. Maybe I'll see you soon. :/

[_no_motiv_]

I'll make sure you get back into film don't you worry. You just need to find a real reason to do all of those things, Christian. Don't do it because you think you should. You know where you'll end up with that attitude. You have to find what you love. And when you find it don't let it go.