For some reason being home for me is like being in hell. I mean I dont mind it for the most part it just seems like I'm never as happy as I am at school and I am constantly on the verge of having a breakdown and i hate it. Not to mention everyone in this fucking house manages to tear me the fuck apart I never do anything right. Well fuck them. I ( Read more... )

so...its been awhile and I've just been working and going to school just trying to get through this year as fast as possible. I miss the boys from Mexico, but the chances of me seeing any of them ever again is slim to none :-(. In other news, I do have a thing for a boy, but I shouldn't and I'm trying not to, as of right now its not going over so ( Read more... )

fucking people dont have the fucking balls to fucking tell me they dont want to be friends with me. fuck them...I dont give a fuck if they want to be friends with me or not..its the pretending I fucking hate. go fuck yourselves

so...today has been amazing...I GOT INTO COLLEGE...granted its not one of my top schools...but you know what?! I dont have to go to montco...cuz I got into college!!! yayyyy

I dont even know where to start...I guess I'll for warn whoever is going to attempt to read this, or read this. I don't know how much sense I'll make and I'm bound to rant, or ramble, which isn't out of the ordinary, but you know. It is probably also going to take me way too long to type this because I'm talking to people online. I wish I could put ( Read more... )

okay...its.been awhile since i've updated and I'm in forensics at school and i wrote up this long enrty that i want to post but it will take me way to damn long to type what i wrote onto my phone...so expect an update this afternoon.

so...right now its like I'm up shits creek without a paddle. I get 7 dollars an hour...I work around 15 hours a week. I owe my parents 3000 dollars plus I need money for various personal expenses. I figure, unless I get a raise and work just about every day a week, this isnt going to get done for a very long time. I'm going to have to 1) get a ( Read more... )

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I'm still trying to figure out stuff in the guy department, but I as of right now am begining not to care. In the friend department,I am cutting ties with those who in past months polluted me and I think its better this way, no I know it is better this way and I need to get my shit straight. I'm hopefully going to figure out the whole guy thing, ( Read more... )

so...tomorrow is my last full day of school. I'm excited/scared all at teh same time. My friends are amazing, I love them. I know everyone says this but my friends are the best, even though they might be crazy. I'm in a rediculously good mood right now. My parents just got home from Bermuda a couple hours ago, I'm going on the British Exchange and ( Read more... )