Tears

[chrissie1964]

i held the tears in until i made it home early from work. i made it though. No tears spilled while i was there. It was hard in lunch, when i was alone and eating by myself. Not my norm and it gave me time to let my brain wander and the they almost started. But, i held them back. I HATE TO CRY AT WORK

Comments

[spencer_diehard]

You post only about once a month. I had to go back a few, to get in step with what's going on...

How long you been with the counselor? How do you feel about the work you're doing?

Have you ever done support GROUP?

Just the brief impression of the post, the counselor seems a little 'rational' -- which is not the space that's wounded...

I have a degree in social work. Lots and lots of literal information, rational data, was only good for giving me defense against game-playing predator types. But, for ME, the REAL work, is in the IRRATIONAL realm...

Keep us posted...

[fairyoftheglen]

sometimes crying helps, I hate to cry at all, in front of anyone, maybe thats whay I love BDSM so much, I cry during every good scene, and I feel cleansed. perhaps looking at the progress youve made could help you feel a bit lees hopeless?

*hug*

-daisy