I'm not okay.

[chrissy0718]

I am an absolute disaster now. Words and talking and thinking are lost on me now.

I messed up so bad.
I've thought so wrong about so much the last few years. I did the dumbest thing I could think of ever doing. I would give anything, anything, anything at all to have a big rewind button.

Wow.
What on earth was I thinking...

Comments

[anrkey]

what happend