I have alot to say but it's not something i want to put on my live jour. I wish life was easier to understand, right when you think you have things figured out, life throws you a curve ball. The pain of everyday to day life is almost unbearable. Having something thrown in your face all the time is so frustrating. I must have ( Read more... )

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The fair is comming this friday...i'm suppose to be going to it with david. It'll be alot of fun. I wish kati & jen could go with me i always had alot of fun with them at the fair. But jen is'nt living in Mobile anymore, and Kati does'nt have the money i don't think, and if she does go it will prob. be with mason. but oh wells i'm gonna have fun ( Read more... )

Tuesday, October 19, 2004
National News
Toilet Paper Theft
Early Wednesday morning, a woman walked into a small restaraunt in Jacksonville but instead of ordering a meal like the usual guests, walked straight into the women's bathroom and ran back out with an armful of toilet paper. The waitress working there that day tried to stop the woman ( Read more... )

                I donno what to say, this has been a very messed up month...i saw brads dad and we had a long convo. about everything. erick still calls me everynight and says he does miss me ect...all the rest of the bullshit that guys say. 2 days b4 i went to biloxi he told me that i don't have feelings like i should because i am and American, ( Read more... )

Just got my comp to kinda act right. this week has sucked, i found out erick is married to some chick in mexico. and they have been apart for yrs. now she wants him back and he says he loves her. but now he is saying and acting like he still wants me. i dont know i'm just gonna stop all contct with him that way i might be able to get over him ( Read more... )

my comp is still screwed up, so now i am on my friends comp...sucks. erick still has'nt called me i dont know where the hell he is. he was suppose to be here yesterday but his phone isnt working and i havent gotten a call. i hope everything is ok with him.

I thought my comp was fixed but it started messing up today....err it pisses me off.i hope i fixed whatever was wrong. the guy who "fixed" it b-4 did'nt do a very good job!!!!

i cant sleep at all.it's almost 4:00 a.m. i keep having nightmares, and Erick isn't here to hold me when  i wake up, i can't even call him unless i want to talk to his voice mail. i ahte it when he goes to Mexico, i know he wants to cuz he misses his family. but that doesn't help me any. i love him so freaking much, he just doesn't know how much, i ( Read more... )

it will chang i'm sure