My eyes are red, dry and stinging; too dark underneath. I feel much better as of about 10 minutes ago, though. It struck me this afternoon that i should drop my french literature class. I was doing nothing but dreading it. I enjoy speaking french, but damn i do not enjoy reading crappy poems from the middle ages and analysing them to some ( Read more... )

Cheese, bread and wine by candlelight with an archaeologist, a librarian with an art history degree who grew up in Iran, and a woman who is to me the closest thing i have to a 'role model' outside of my family. We discussed aboriginal burial grounds, what 200 year old salmon jerky tastes like, Hunter S Thompson, rattlesnake bites, healing ( Read more... )

The day-long visit from Evan was really good. Last time he came to visit i felt like i was having a bit of a crisis, so this time it was nice to not just unload a bunch of crap on him ( Read more... )

Most days I wish i had a camera implanted in my eyeball. That way i could show you guys the jerk that treated me like a servant at work today, the shirtless thug twins with back tattoos i saw walking down the street, and the kid with a bowl haircut sitting with his mom, dad and sister making yummy yummy noises into his ice cream ( Read more... )

I've decided to be fearless.

when i came home the other night and logged on to my computer i found that my ex had left his email logged on still on the screen. Of course, my first thought was that i SHOULD just close the window, but then i thought, what's the harm? How would he ever know? but what if there was some way that he COULD find out, and would reading some email ( Read more... )

yeah, so just back from being out in the pubs with ex chris and other friend todd. Happy and sad to not feel an attraction to chris. Celebrating because i dont care what he thinks of me anymore so i dont act all neurotic and crazy, but also kind of disappointing.... sort of like 'where was my head at when i thought he was so great for me ( Read more... )

well, my birthday went extremely well i must say. Pretty much everyone came, and i'm pretty sure everyone had a good time too. It was really, really nice but a bit stressful for me i have to admit, merging different groups of friends together ( Read more... )

so i'd better jot these classic words and phrases down here before i forget ( Read more... )

I'm in Salmo and I feel scared.